yawns...

ahhh...long time no blog...stupid internet...

so yup...this week totally..crap..monday i actually promised my teacher to go school yet i didn't due to reasons..wanted to apologise to her but..haiz dots..internet kanna cut..cannot e-mail..cant find others way to contact her...and i only find this out by tuesday..

tuesday was the only day in this week i went to sch lor...then that tues i fall down..wed cant go...thurs accidentally i fall again..somemore hit the same spot...dots!!...then fri din go coz my right toe the skin drop off...DARM PAIN LOR!!...ouch...then when cutting the skin of using sissor...accidentally poke the flesh inside...dots..

haiz now recover le...but later cant go school...why?? look below for more info ba..gonna be alot.

hmm..alot happens in this week...cant remenber le...can say sat service sermon is daaaaaaaaamn making sense to me..it reflects on me that have i been taking god's for granted??..actually i can say i am lor...probably almost everyone does...too busy to do things then all the time was left over for god..probably if im god i will feel sad =((...

so yea...sometimes huh..kenny just make me flare de lor...feel like f***ing him up...but i tink never ba...only got one time he go and prank sms....hahaz...

haiz darm sian..art and math teacher change..Mr Jeremy Teo...his face look so..ah hems.."sissy"..=p...first look wanna laugh, second look knows his a sissy, third look wanna burst into laughter..LOL...okay la..not that funny also anyway...most funny is..i primary school that time the Mrs Prilera..pri lehh rah?..the name so weird..hahaxx

just remenber joshua very funny..that day service he say wanna come..then ez-link no money cannot come..power leh....but its okay..i guess he dun do that on purpose anyway...

was darm fk up today...lend kl to ride my bike...then come back kenny go ride...come back the front tyre i saw its flat...and i was like.."god..are you playing a joke on me or something??.."...sian diaos...your guys know why i suddenly so seh diao?...i already never go school for 3 day this week and i must go tomorrow..if not sure in deep shit..and its not because i dun wanna go school..

but the thing is...i got another bike...i transfer the front tyre to my current bike..so if the front tyre now spoil confirm no need to ride liao...so your understand anot?..stop asking me am i angry or sad or just fake acting or shits...dots.

im so trying my best not to be sad or be angry...because this is already the second time..how..?..dots...and hoh..if i walk to school..its exactly walking from admiralty to woodland...and if i take bus also same..take to woodland then change bus...and it takes lotsa time...dots..

darm stress...totally dunno what to do liao...later must take my bike go repair...dots..then see whether wanna cut hair anot..haiz...so thick..darm ugly...

kind of feeling stress now...god like not really 100% on my side like that...haiz...i seriously dunno if im stuck...like as if god has leave me or something..i dunno what to do..=((....gonna blog later...

random slacking =)

yeah...donal, kenny, KL and me went slacking...but is slightly more interesting..want to find out? im off to sleep..will tell ya all once i wake up and start putting whats happening in this post! =D

service rox!

ACTUAL DATE IS : 17 March

service on that day was quite fun..except that all the song doesn't really interests me except for the song "These Hand"..very meaningful..tried to find but couldn't...the most i can find is sang by Johnny Cash..but its not the exact song..

so yup...was late for the meeting..=((..have problem waking up wor...in the end has to meet them inside the train where it go past admiralty to go somerset..haha

cant remenber that much what happen on that day...one thing was i remenber we went to do house-visiting..and we visited Jason..lol...his outfits looks..ah hems..very...well..if your saw him your will know..haha...

and yeah...after that a motorcycle go past donal..i tink he said Hi or sth..then the driver bu shuang come and find donal..then say wad "You think i don't know what the **** you saying ar...you sure anot you didn't say! i tell you when i was a gangster i can shut your mother nipple ar.."

hahaha..cant help but keep thinking it over and over again..kenny also..always keep on saying "i can shut your mother nipple ar"...diaos lor..BUT VERY FUNNY!!

then one point was...we were playing color catching at the swing playground near chirst church..then...i tink i suddenly feel very scared..like sth bad gonna happen and whatever shits...then suddenly the lights on the playground went off..i was really darm scared lor...

during they playing..i was like...really praying and praying..but seems tat god doesn't answer..then i really no feeling to play the game liao....

then i tink kenny went home then he also go and call yuan han bout it then he call me..then talk about it ba..alot of things...so yeah..basically can understand what is happening and so on....haha..it also basically means..I HAVE GROWN SPIRITUALLY!! WOOO!!! im a toodler in god's eye! =DDD...pa..pa! =p

so yup..gonna end here...see ya all in another post =)

Come on man..Overflows me!

yeah! overflows me ! lol

haha...can tell im so desperate for holy spirits..?

so yup..was playing audition..then while waiting for tat bloodangel..sms-ed ppl i change fone number le! lol..By the way if you haven know, my new number is 98706034...make changes ah!

meet quite lotsa new ppl..then i saw this froznblue guy online..someone from spain? lol...reminds me of meeting an spanish guy..we both had alot of things in common..but we dun chat now..maybe are just drifting away..;_:..quite sad..

so yup..froznblue told me im so honourable in his spot..or whatever it is? http://enfroznblue.blogspot.com..yeah! he owned me in beat up the song "Dance Flower"..the rest of the song i guess we are just fighting for the first place..=D..I SALUTE YOU FROZN

haha...played quite a long time with arien and bloodangel..and co. haha...

got one part i playing with arien..i tink we keep on playing the speed of 140 - 170...quite fast one..but for the song 166 i manage to play level 9..but finish move keep didn't make it..probably pressing space bar is too slow..lol.

was kind of on the losing side..other than that was winning coz was in a team game..very blur for me..ate the flu pill..haiz..alway will drowsy like dunno wad..remenber got one time i ate two pill coz was terribly sick..then wa...i cannot take it i land on my bed like landing on water like that..drows until..omg the feeling is..=((

so ya..at the gonna end of the game before i started blogging...i was playing team choreo with arien...haha..the speed were very fast lor..166 156 150 143 or what...but i think i make it for the 166 song..haha...i think god was somehow helping me yeah! =DD...coz i know i cannot make it if god were not there..i know..my fastest is 150 song...

<---Below is maybe I'm just ranting or sth..I don't mind if your want to read..its bored tho --->

So sad!!! just wondering how come the holy spirit didn't come into me..haiz...i want the holy spirit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhh!! i want it i want it i want it i want it i want it i want it!!
iduncarecomeongodgivemetheholyspirit!! maybe it was not the time yet...ahh.im just so desperate for it...=((...cmon cmon cmon...god why would't you give me!! =(((....iconfessedmysintoyouandwhateverstupidshitsihavedoneiapologise
forwhatscomingoutofmymouthsopleasegod
gimmitheholyspiriteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

....dots...im going mad for it...duh...

<---The End--->

feel better...lol...ok i tink im ending here...tml care groups is at..SEMBAWANG PARK!! WOOOO
get to play with the water =D...im soooo happy..i remenber me and my cousin buried something down there...hmm..wonder is it there and is it still there and where is it...haha...very memorable

maybe im just plain sentimetal.. LOL!!...ok la..gonna end here..or else im going mad =P

Me-Ta-Mor-Pho-SIS!

woooo!! so happening and tiring! =DD..I just so love it..haha

basically yesterday was an new-believer party...

Attendence was crap, party was fun, people were funky, concert were hyper-active.

OMG!! I cant wait to attend another metamorphosis! =DDDD..woo

so yap..yesterday wake up at around 7am...then i was shock lor..tot i was late or something..haha..coz meeting time was at 9am at woodland control station..then ok la..sleep till 8am then start preparing..

by the way finish preparing around 8.45am le..then faster chiong...wahaha...i look so rock lor when i look in the mirror!! LOL...I used to think im ugly =x

so yup...reach there i saw kin mun...then ar..after i finish my call with donal..i realize my LINE has been cut le! zomg..lol...expected..

so haiz very sian..can only listen to song..should have used as much as i can ma..=((.. =xx

so basically kenny handphone was off so can see he not coming and yuan han is late for dunno ow long like one hour and donal reach we all go le..

reach there le then still have to wait another 20 minute before we can go in..lol..so starting is the wad "shugi shugi shugi shugi" song..lol..can tickle ppl de..dots sia!

haha then after that got abit of teaching...then is 1 hours break le..donal say is 1.30pm go back..then what i heard is 1pm go back..then nvm..around 1.20pm someone called yuan han where we go...the thing start liao..lol!! dots

so yup after this was the whatever treasure hunt? not really but part of the game idea comes from that...one point is to gain $10 we must hold some herbal tea in our mouth and sing a song..LOL!!! very dots..i was there coughing like siao..><...

then around left 2 minute..in order to gain $30 then donate our $40 since we cannot play due to the time limit...they need a new-believer to recite out a prayer sentence..from Psalm chapter..LOL!! i was sweating like siao lor...trying to remenbrance it...quite hard one la..but manage to get the $30!! yay! thanks to me =xxx..i think god has used me again =)

then yup..after that was i tink holy baptism teaching..that one during donal shepherding i tink around most of the point i and kenny know le..but kenny no come =((

so yup..the whole cg pray for me and another ben to get holy baptist...but then hmm...i guess GOD didn't overflow me with holy spirit maybe its not the time yet..haha..but nvm...will continue to ask for it =DD

so yup..after that have a few minutes break...cant remenber where we goes...i tink we went to Le Meridian and dunno what..haha...

after that come back is praise and worship! WOOO..im so eager for praise and worship man! =DD

i can only say during the praise i keep on dancing and jumping till siao =DD...darm fun..especially during the song "Redeemer" =D...so funnnnnnnnn...after that at the end is the shugi shugi song again..haha..Sathya got tickle till siao!! LOLLLLL...Pastor Shirley was seh...haha she asked us tired anot wan another song we all say YESSSSSSSSSS!! LOLLLL

so yup..i guess the whole day people was treating me to lunch and stuff...thanks guys...you're a great pal and great spiritual friend to me =)))...Your treasure is in heaven! =DD

hahaha...so yea..went to kenny there to slack for abit..then go home...then while on the way to the bus stop...i was looking at my fone "00:00"...dots...12'o clock..dun tell me no bus le wor...

was sitting at the bus stop there..next to chr sec...then i was like praying to god make sure still got one last bus to take me to woodland interchange wor...then once i open my eye for a few sec..A BUS CAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARRRRRRRRRR OH MY HOLY GOD!!! +DDDDDDDDDD

was so darm happy..in the bus was only me and the driver..LOL!...

so yup..reach home, bath then do quiet time sleep le...dunno later got go slack anot..see ya all on the next entry! =DD...

Puke Sia..

ACTUAL DATE IS : 13th March

lazy to blog...for what happen please go to
http://genesiswind-sonofgod.blogspot.com

the entry has a big big word "METAMORPHOSIS!!!" =)

bored-ness..Neutual lvl of fun-ness

hihihi! lol...was planning to blog at 6 something but doing sth till now..haha..

sian ar..wake up at 10pm plus...then i see my fone..coz i was suppose to go slack with donal & co. but then it seems that they didn't call me..then i look at my fone.."----------"..dead LOL..

why why why!! no batt..=((...darmmit..stupid xiaojun...you drop my whole fone into the water still dun wan to repay me one new battery..argh..should have bluff him my fone spoil that day..muahahaha

so yup..wake up see comp lotsa ppl msg me as usual...so yup..princeton ask me dj then ok lor...then i advertise ppl the link and stuff..then that stupid shi jie...see ar..

Session Start: Monday, March 12, 2007

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Session Start: Monday, March 12, 2007

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lol..this is diao...then even more funny..he say..hi..then haven one minute tell me he gonna go sleep then gg..funny la him..=((

so yup...was changing my friendster skins...watching naruto...and loading song into my fone and suchs...

by the way..i can only say..i fallen for naruto!! omg omg omg..i love the opening and the story itselfs is so darm touching can?!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhh...the feeling is once again like the first time i fallen for kingdom heart...cant get it outta my mind..ahhhh..dun care i want to watch naruto!!


then i watch till this Naruto Shippuuden which is ep 221 and above...Naruto just come back from 2 year and a half training with Jiraiyi-sa n (Sounds like he went NS)...he come back..he become 15 year old le..i really hate his look and outfit..look very shit lor...somemore ar..he is not even cute nor handsome....but his new tehcnique rocks!! =DD

so yup..can say naruto is really a great anime..although i admit i dun like it before i watched it at stanley house..lol..haha..really love the ep 106-108..so nice!! =D

wahaha...WA SEE..now that stupid shi jie online..=((..the one who say hi and few sec later say gd nite..gg la him..lol

then ar..when i was reviewing my friendship i saw this testimonial send by my *****..hehe..guess the word...it start with a C..=)

Click on the image to enlarge to see what is written by her..i already circled it..=D

quite surprising..haha..was kinda shock..then i was like opening my eye big like wad..lol...

so yup..changed my handphone theme basically into naruto theme..ahhh!! im so crazy for naruto...i just want the Konoha village headband!!..i remenber sylvester gifted me an Konoha village necklace...then i think becuz it hang on something then the whole thing break..hmms...so sad =((

then necklace quite nice one..he has like three lor..then he gift me one..=DDD!!

wahaha..now so bored..wondering later they got go slack anot..if not is really very sian..cant sleep and nth to do now..donal cfm sleeping now de..haha..standerd..so i tink now im going off ba..see ya all!!

The End??

ACTUAL DATE IS : March 9th

hi all..so sorry for not posting sia..><...no internet is a..lol totally shit..haha

can't remenber much what happen that day but vaguely i can say its quite a sad day...

actually we meet up with joshua, stanley, zhen de, kenny, donal and i think kin mun..then later at the night we meet xiaojun...~

so yup..for the whole afternoon i think forgotten we doing wad le..but should be playing carpark catching (again) ?? lol..i think leg can break if we keep playing..=((

wahaha....i can rmb tat...joshua, zhen de and kang lu go woodland mrt station wait for xiaojun while we go kin mun blocks downstair wait for him...then suddenly xiaojun call donal tat he lose wallet cannot go meet them at woodland..LOL...funny lor..then he say sit cab come..dots la him..then we all very pek chek...7 donal call ask him come..10pm donal call again he say still at home..

power la him..at home style hair for few hours..-,-...then around 11.30 he reach..we all look at him..LOL...f him..come alr not even one sorry then take my bike go lalalala

dots...then after that they all go buy gim guay (golden chicken = spring chicken) LOL...then all share..so warmth! =DD

but anyway..we waited 30 min then come back they say the shop close or no chicken le..lol dots lor..then after that they zoom off to somewhere i dunno la...they also never say..then me and kenny went to find them..then it seems that i found them first...then they told me something.."***************" cannot say...

so yup...after that they come back donal bu shuang..zhen de and donal quarrel..-,-..hate to see this situation..so ya..after that went home le..lol..thats all ba..very short hoh? see ya on next entris

Ruining CG?

ACTUAL DATE IS : MARCH 7th

wa omg...today is darm the very well i can say fun!! LOL!! so hard rock man..and some little glimps of sadness =p

so yup..can say today is one day definitely i like out of 7 days a week..haha..thanks god we have 7 days and its the right amount of day and 24 hours a day not too little not too much..=DD

wahaha...today is..CARE..GROUP!! yay...i love care =xx..ghey..haha...so ya...was quite of dulan when i come out of the house..

coz actually i tot is at alvine house...so i abit late then start tuh prepare coz meeting at amd station ma...then suddenly when i was gonna bath..i receive a sms from yuan han "Hey the care group has being changed to kenny's house"..sian diaos...so late liao then sudden change...already expected..alot of ppl wont come..ppl like sherms,alvine,stanley, ah de and stuff...

so ya..expected..for me...i think Zhen De and Stanley most probably wont come..as your know (if your are in the care group) they both having umm..lol...haha dun say le..very sad...so yup...im expecting joshua to come..by the way if your don't know..i've being praying for joshua to come to care group =xx

wahaha...so when i reach there saw kin mun,kenny,donal,yuan han and...wa unexpected...stanley!! didn't know he will come wor...then when noel reach..we go up kenny's house le...then that bloody house owner come and dunno wanna take what stuff...wa lao..suck lor...haiz...dun understand why kenny's parent wanna rent a house and somemore so plain with no television no nothing except a laptop...then the mattres so small..i wonder how the *toot* they sleep..LOL

haha..so yup...go up le..then i think sherms cant come coz he was grounded for losing his house key..LOL!!..liddat also nid to be grounded..haiz poor sherms...then we slack for abit while kin mun go fetch his lil brother..-,-...then he borrow my bike...

haha then stanley say wan follow..so extra =x...then so sian in the house..no fan on living room..haiz..then just go and continue reading John's chapter...wahaha...

then few minutes before they come back...zhen de come le!! omg omg...but i think he is showing umm..crappy attitude =x...he come then a few minutes he say wanna go home..very sian..then he say later come back again..then later kin mun saw him hiding at the stairs case...dots!

haiz..then today cg was totally crap lor...-,-..then wa...the whole cg i think its inside kenny's room...then lol...donal keep on shooting yuan han till siao..based on the fact that zd and stanley matters..-,-..

then while we are discussing or sth..the toopid house owner come back then knocks our door..diaos! sian norh! darm bloody old man =x...then very sian we say go play carpark catching..AGAIN..lol!

so yup...reach le donals decide to play ice&water..is sian de lor...prefer virus..=x..my running speed decreasing le la!! keep on playing carpark catching..dots..then in the midst of it i saw joshua coming!! YAY!! =DDDD...coz he say we suppose to meet at bk causeway..but he say go there saw no one..then go noel's house..no one...then go back bk no one..then he call donals..LOL

so yup..after few round we begin cg there le....take the..holy corn?? dunno..lol..then wa..yuan han just saying the wad thing bout zhen de and stanley de stuff..then donals keep shooting yuan han back till siao..lol...was funny..then joshua start to like say whose wrong and blah blah..lotsa nonsense thing la...go read John 8:4 =DD this confirm sort out donal and yuan han points i think =x

the point is...okay..donal is right that we are not god...but yuan han is also right too..why? because i remenber that Jesus said that "What my father do I will do and what my father do he will show me and i will do the same" i think...i remenber it stating in John's chapter...so what is this meaning? its meaning that...when God has grace in us...we should do the same...althought we are not GOD..but we are also not doing this because we are becoming god..but its the point that..what Lord has show us..we has to do what he has shows us...this is my view..=)

wa then surprise lor...yuan han very sad..sad untill well..from what kenny said i think he wanna ;_;...actually at first i also feel like ;_:...suddenly the cg become liddat..-,-

so ya..after that go kopitiam drink water..then donal eat..lol..suddenly kin mun receive calls tat my bike tyre BOOM..darm that kenny..dunno what the *toot* he doing...argh! gonna walk home..sian lor..imagine from vista to amd..wa..die la...

then ah de nid to go buy apple for his mom so ya..we go and meet him then pei him...then he go home put apples then come go playground with us..=DD..so lame tho..then the swing..lol omg..ah de push me then i fly back and front very fast..then he turn me round and round..then the chain revert..wa...was darm scary...then kenny also tio..haha..his one more worse..hand kanna kiap by chain..LOL!

then i go lie down there see star..then later ah de come..then everybody come..LOL!!..then we all chat bout -handphones- lol!!...

so yup...after that around 11.30 gonna go home le...so since joshua live at 888 area...then he pei me untill there then at there i alone walk home..haha..chatted lotsa life stuff...haha it seems that he overcome the MATTERS recently happen..YAY!! thanks god =DD..

so yup..reach home was lying down like dunno wad..haha...so yup...posting here...i think im gonna off to sleep liao le...haiz..so tired man..everyday play carpark catching...leg breaking!!~~ =(..so see ya all at next post =D