God is soooo Good

God is so Good. Thats all I can say !

Today WFL, God is really good..As I'm talking Joshua, walking around..I'm really worried. How to pay off the additional $10 for my camp ?

We were talking and talking, and when I turned my head, I realise something...Why is there a blue note over at the ticketing machine ? it look like $50..I walked over, OH MY GOOD GOD YOU ARE SO GOOD THAT YOU ARE SO DAMN GOOD !

I've found $64. We were waiting for the owner, perhaps he had forgot to take it or something..But no one came back ! And we were going off because everyone had reached..

1x $10
1x $50
2x $2

Gosh ! God is good !

$10 - Me for camp
$50 - Joshua for camp
$4 - For Zhe Jia who don't have money for lunch

I can't thank God enough...Really..Now, I don't have to worry about camp le ! Left my consent form ! God is so so so so so so so so so so so Good !

GOD IS SO GOOD !

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God is good, He bless me with a good brother like Yuen Han !

He paid $50 for my camp first ! Thanks man ! I couldn't have make it without you :)

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Whoa

Hahahahaha..Hi ! :)

BBQ on Friday was really Good...But got some mistake and error, lead by me LOL! Of course, the main target and aim of the event has reach ! that is to FELLOWSHIP ! :D

Of course, really hope God will empower me to do more things like this ! Especially when it comes to leading stuff like this. Really takes lots of courage and firmness. But in all this, what can I say ? Its all about Faith ! Have Faith and everything is in control, on God's Hand. Isn't it ?

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Today service was really killing, talks about responsibility.

I'm so going to say this to someone - I serve NOT for my leader, sheep, sheep mates, DK, Joshua, Sharlene, Pastor Shirls, HOPE INT' but Who do I serve ? I serve God. You better open up your darn eye and look. I DON'T SERVE PEOPLE NOR ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD BUT I SERVE THE ALMIGHTY GOD. Darn.

Of course they do mean loads to me, but they're not my God. They are just my brothers who do God's will and serving alongside with me, and I love them as myself.

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Back to it, LOL! Pastor Jeff was practically rebuking and making people guilty, as well as, Growing ! :D..

Whether as you are just a member, Leader or just a shepherd, this thing is so powerful, GuyS! Ya gotta look at this. "You Jolly Well Serve and Be Responsible !"

So you jolly well serve and be responsible whether as musician, leader, shepherd, pastor or anything. :D

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Just as this is it, its D.a.r.e meeting, its so..whoa.

Simple to say and Yes ! One thing that hit me real hard and kanna smack right on my head is, We need to listen to that Voices. That voices of Truth.

And one thing which I've never heard before and its truth is, which side do We feed ? Good or Bad ? Feeding leads to Manifest. Bad will leads to destruction. Where else, Good leads you to become more like Jesus !

Alot to say, but this is really what has Hits me real hard.

Affirming Dk's for that great teaching ! :D

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Something which has been on my mind for this whole day is - "No one who put his hand on the plow and looks back is fit for the kingdom of God" !

Although it keeps recurring, but I don't know why..And I also don't know the verse :P

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Camp is coming ! I'm like $50 to my goal ! :D... Really excited ! I really need that touch, that touch which will really brings me up and...umm I forgot. LOL

Anyway, Camp is something that if I miss I will regret. Don't wanna miss the chance to be MAX getting shot by God.

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Dk said that He is happy because he sees that everyone is growing ! And I'm happy too because I've seen people grow, like Joseph, Jeremy, Jervis and some misc people..

But i'm not exactly too happy for my Sheep, Because its I who with pain and sweats grow them...BUT ! the point here is, all is worthy. Why ? Because its for God. For I know when I'm dead, I'll see them in Heaven ! We're all Going Heaven! :)

Rejoice ! You guys grow. And keep it up ! For Jesus.

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To summarise, I'm not exactly care fare or too stress, but ever since I've become a shepherd and takes up all this, I've become more stress. But in the same way, I've grown.

And to even summarise up, I give thanks to Jesus ! My result, my material needs, my times of negativeness and so much more. Glory and Credits goes to JESUS !

PRAISE HIM !

So, thats it. Going to sleep. Its pretty late ! Jesus You Must Praise !

Result !

Man ! I really have to thank God ! My result were really good..Just abit dissapointed thats all !

English - 53/60 [Second]
Math - ???
Element of Business Skill - 68/80 [First]
Chinese - 48/100 [What the !]
Computer App - 95/100 [First ! 100% for Practical man !]
Science - 0/100 [Absent -,-]

Wha..Really don't know what to say..altho math result haven't out yet..But I pray for A1 or at least A2 ! Really wanna have 4 A ! :D

Revival

I shall declare myself the "Most unfaithful blogger of the year" ! :)

Okay I just wanna blog from now on ! haha...

Really wanna affirm my two sheep...First is...

Joseph ! My nemesis sheep but also the sheep that forces me to grow..
Really wanna affirm you because you are so smiley and your so "WOW" that you made me grow!
Remember you came in with Marcus ? Yep, although he has left us to run the race, but wanna thank God that you've stayed on and run the race together with me !
God must have places you under me, God is great ! But after all, your a great sheep yup.

Just wanna pray that you will stop being so violent. Growth point is being sensitive. Think before you say, do things at the correct time. Play do play at the correct time. When it comes to God's stuff, be serious. BECAUSE YOU ARE DEALING WITH THE LORD YOUR GOD. And ! Find your lost sheep ! EVG is gonna be done in both of us. Amen

Now is..Jeremy !

Also wanna affirm you yup ! Remember that time I evaxed you in causeway point ? I remember Hayden says he wanna go Heaven but you Didn't. But the one who stayed on is you ! Therefore, Praise the Lord ! You also made me grow alot and your a obedience sheep ! I'll encourage you that, just because you might be on the wrong end of the weighting scale, YOU CAN STILL BE A POWERFUL MAN OF GOD ! don't give up ! find ur sheep! Amen

Love both of my sheep!

Now I wanna say is that..I HAVE A BREAKTHROUGH IN GUITAR SKILL ! Now I really can play some songs alright ! Don't look down on me ! (though I'm still a novice). Let the CG worship be done by me ! :D

Stormy ride in North B been over...Things is picking up again. No quantity but have Quality. When there is quality, quantity will come ! Amen.

Thank God for Yuan Han ! He gave me two of his shirt ! so nice sia..One is Ooorange ! My favourite color..and one is an Hawaii shirt ! its so freaking Kawaii ! LOL..

He also taught me how to wash hair and what should I use for my hair ! :D

Now, My Mid Year Plan

English - A1 (Full mark?)
Math - A2(Around 65-70?)
Science - A1(Distinction !)
Element of Business Skill - A1 (Around Dist ? )
Chinese - F9 (its okay !)

If you notice, I'm aiming most for high marks. Why is this so ? Why am I so confident ? Why am I so sure?

I'm not smart, nor clever, nor hardworking. But I have someone which people don't usually have. Jesus Christ my Lord God !
James 1:5a - "If any of you who lacks wisdom, Ask God."
Romans 8:37 - "No, in all these things, we are more than conqueror through Him who loved us"

I'll surely reach my goal, when I have such a powerful player in my team. People out there ! all the best for your exam too ! God bless you !

signing off, Ben aka Jesus Freak

Memories to be treasured

From my free time, scrolling back to First Frontier camp and X29 camp..

Ever wondered, why are you on my blog ? I mean, why the f*ck are you on my blog ? LOL, cause I treasure our Godly relationship. Simple as that. You may think there is a problem with me or just because I serve your what you think as called "bloody ass Joshua", I don't give a damn. Either being a bridesmaid or dog to Joshua, not gonna care about what you say. I'm just gonna say I ain't looking at the dark side but the bright side. I treasure what we do and share during first frontier camp, X29 camp, and when I was still a new believer..You open me up to the church, but now your the one ending this ? How dissapointing. How I wish I can beg you to finish this all instead of leaving it un-finish. Can you ? Your a Good Brother, From the bottom of my heart.

Still remember during X29 camp you wrote me a card ? How about Hebrew 11 ? I really affirm you for what I've come to today. Your a part of growing Evergreen !

Forget all I said. I just wanna say I miss you. I really really really Miss you alot. I'm not afraid to say I love you, though I'm not a gay..Can you come back and serve God with me ?

Friction and quarrel bounds to happen. But isn't thats all about being together and living live ?

Anyone who read this post may feel its just an foolish writing or whatever shit, But this is just what I want to express..

Last but not least, I love to spend time having fun with you and disturbing you, making you unable to sleep at peace and burning your ass with lighter.

I miss you brother

The Miles of running

Look man, Whos blogging ? Its Ben, Yep ! Its me !

After not blogging for so long, and looking back deep into my blog posting, it really weird seeing how thing changes, especially after X29 camp, theres too much to say

During the last post, few thing I can say about me

-I don't account
-I don't speak in tongues
-I'm not understanding
-I don't love
-I don't have patience
-I don't see the value in serving God
-I don't read the bible much
-I'm not so siao for God
-Sole in EVG with no faith in it
-Sucks in praying
-Sermon sucks =X
-Refuse to listen

Now this is my latest post, few thing that I've already changed

-I accounts
-I'm holy spirit baptise
-I'm understanding
-I'm loving
-I'm trying to be patience with everything
-I saw the value and serve God with all my strength
-I adepted the habit of reading bible
-Frontline Killer
-Shepherd of 2 sheep from EVG (can you believe it ? )
-Pray like an champion
-Sermon is an God speaking session
-Mature than before
-Submissive
-Okay I don't know already there is still more klsjfklhdghdsiuaghiohsidoghiohs

So Yep ! Can you believe it ? I'm actually a shepherd of two sheep. Last time I used to say EVG can't make it, and my faith is not big enough. But if thats true, where did my sheep come from ? =O. You see people, God gives when your ready. The reason why I didn't cause my mindset wasn't right and I'm not faithful in doing it. God is so true to me

Okay to update recent activities, was having some very weird pain in my adomen area today. I totally can't drink or eat stuff. Its kind of killing me. Not sure if its gastric pain. Kept praying, Ate some gastric pills, play a little game and went to sleep. Feel so much better. Though the pain is still there, its kind of scary.

But you see, God is so true. He heals people without giving a dose of drug/medicine. Isn't He amazing ? God is so real and He isn't fake in my life. So does the person who is reading :)

Shepherd by end Dec. BANG! Done.
Care Group by end march. BANG! Halfway there =D

And after all this, Jesus shall be exalted higher than before. Watch me now, Your going to see an CG by march. Its nothing or a CG :)

Super Dusty?

oh man! I haven't being updating for age ! come on lets punch in into topic!

so yep..what exactly causes me haven being updating my blog? Theres two reason ya?

well as your know...my internet connection has being cut off..so yeah..i'm using prepaid modem..and its not that sucky after all..at least im able to access Audition, Maple, Pang Ya(I hate this game) and some other web which is of no use to me...at least can login into MSN! =DD

as for second reason..even if my dad top up money into the modem..i need to work on my CG blog...well..i feel that..that blog has most of my energy yeah!...its the first time i worked so hard on it...i will rather say that..i have work harder on that blog rather on my own website...well anyway i guess my web is rotten already..haha!

But hey! i wanna proudly present...Woodlands BEST CARE GROUP EVER! FAR NORTH B'!!!! =DDD...heres the blog link anyway --> http://wdl-D4RE.blogspot.com

so yup...other than that..if your are curious..your can check my webbie out at --> http://skyhigh.awardspace.com...the website might look crappy..because most of the thing are still under construction and well...i guess im missing out Deejays....But hey..why don't some of you who have mic and are free..come and Dj ? lol..since theres only 2 DJ which is me and Jiamin...so yup!

so wow..other than this..i got lotsa thing to update..but well..one at a time yeah! =DD...D4RE blog is so so so so so so so so nice!! i just cant take my eye off the blog man..i think its nicer than my own blog =DD...now i think i might felt jealous ya? LOL!!! chill chill~

so yeah..check it out my CG blog!! =DDD...I'm going off now..to..continue..on..working the blog! =D

warcraft for whole nite

hey yo! lol..just played whole night of warcraft crappy maps with donal...lol..

today basically was sleeping all e way till 5pm then donal ask me to go his house then meet kenny..then kenny later tells me he 8 gotta go home..coz he was grounded..and is secretly coming out to meet us..dots..should tell early ma..me coming from admiralty to woodland leh..is tiring de lor..and just to meet your for just 2 hr..crap..

so yeah..around 9.15 go then 9.30 reach home play x hero siege with donals..LOL..in the end 7 player quit untill left 3...me donal and that fallen angel..LOL...so weird lor...3 people fighting bosses...dots..my hero was damn fk up..and cant even repick..

so yeah..seems that the dot on my face have multiple abit le..and on my hand oso..dots...im so dunno what to do..dunno is rashes or chicks pox...since my dad say its rashes and donal says is chicks pox..im confused..and my dad told me cfm not..coz that time i baby got inject the dunno wad err...the thing that make me invulnarable to chicks pox..?? dunno what nonsesne la

so yeah..play alot of map with donal..all the way till now then stop..so yeah..since today is the last day for me to go outside online..after that no more internet must wait untill this sunday nite then have..haiz..sianz sia..dunno wad to do...but never mind..god is with me =DD...

so yup..this is my last post..gonna wait untill sun then can blog again le...so i see ya all on sun! =DD...and by the way...jio me out can? i will be damn sian..=)

God is good! =D

wa..just woke up from an darm bad stomachache...and..guess what...god has help me!

was really sian today..went to see doctor for the rashes i contacted and repair the tyre that kl has exploded...LOL...then my mom..wa..i cant take it anymore le...directly tell her i already converted to christian..dots...i ask her..the buddist you got meet before anot..?

and hoh..i even told her i really met god..she said..."Ya..i saw buddist in my dream"..dots..totally wordless...buddist go copy Jesus...wa lao...dots la..i even saw the show the who ar..the da-mo act as Moses..then go split the sea half...since when Moses is a buddha..gosh..


haiz sian arrrr....feel like telling my dad "Eh you go die la..don't stay on earth la..go hell la..you can think buddha is real...and if buddha is real why are you so poor now..obviously its fake..god is not with you..he is not answering your prayer...so just change your bloody mind set and convert to christian and worship jesus you this stupid ass bloody tortise!" arghh!!..dots...sin alot today..eh?

he and his bloody mind set is too different from me and my bro lor...i'm already converted and my bro is gonna convert and my mom is anything one..he ar...once i tell him i make sure its either he convert or no people gonna worship him when he die...chinese god huh...you can go mad for chinese god all you want..

dots..enough bout my dad...basically today never go slack ba..too tired somemore got rashes..argh..getting irritating...the type of poisoned oil called "Urushiol" oil...confirm is because that time we went to the hill behind christ church...or maybe i'm too dirty myself? LOL

so yeah..was playing comp all day...then one thing is...was chatting with sylvester on msn...then lol woah...he changed...his english is completely good lor...that shows that my english is getting bad..o.o

and i noticed that sylvester ish also a christian!! and he is already christian from the start..didn't realised that...=o!!..then i realise we both also sick..lol..i rashes he got fever i think..muahaha..lets pray for each other =p

so well...sleep at around 1..suddenly very tired..think again maybe im too drowsy lor...the pill i take..dots...

around 4.30..was darm horrible...my stomach pain like siao lor...my childhood nightmare - stomachache in the middle of the night and can't shit out...

was like..."ahh! lord! help me!"...darm...listening to christ song...then haiz..bo bian...go to e toilet then sit there pray like siao...then i actually remenber what zd said..maybe its because i forgot to add "Amen" ??...i dunno..but at the last praying i rmb asking god to relief me and In Jesus Name, Amen...and in a few moment..gone is the pain..WOW!!!

praise the lord! =DD...amazing man...lord is with me at such a wee hours! =DDD...darm happy...the lord is with me..GOD IS GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

whee..darm happy right now..lol..the pain is god, the lord i know is with me! =DD

so yeah..later not going sch..due to rashes..so yup..i think gonna end my entry here le ba..=D