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The future. The Present. The Past

Yeah sure ! Today went cycling with Zj and Joseph ! Sure an tiring day again !

Was cycling altogether to Admiralty Jetty, Almost got bang by Proton Wira JB car. Darn. You don't need to horn at my all the way, by the way, that guy is speeding alright. LOL

Went to RP at night, you guys know there is a slope there ? The side have light one..Those RP people will know, like Jog and Joyce. When go up you will see a big "W1"



Yup ! This is the Slope ! May look easy, Going up is hard.

Guys, I want to tell you. This is what you've to go through if you want your school to be complete and be a C.L. And those who aiming to be Shepherd.

It is hard and tough. I heard people who says "You people, After camp only. 1 Month down ? 2 Month down ? You're a Goner."

Jesus' Wrath to those people. North, Can we show them ? Can we show them we're not going to be crushed and lost our conviction ? I'm really desperate, I'm really so angry that I really want to Teared and cry out.

This is what you exactly will and Must go through if you want to be a C.L. So does me. But are we just going to give up ? At the end ? or In the middle ? Or maybe Before it EVEN STARTS !

North ! Show to these I****s how God Big is. Not ourself. We can be powerful, We can be Big, We can be conqueror. Because our God is one like this. People !!!!!! God is not a timid small mouse.

You're going to be one if you think God is like this. No way. You do your job, God does his. You steady, God steady. People ! 1 Month down the road, are you guys gonna pant and give up ? Look at the picture ! You're on your way already ! Are you going to give up !? You came to far !

Suffered what camp God spoke to you, Suffered people who put you down, Suffered the sweat !

Those who will not give up after 1 Month, Those who will show to those that we are More than Conqueror, give a Amen. People ! I can't say and express this enough.

Do. Not. Give. Up.

Testing and Opposition will come. Just like the slope. Your going against it ! Its tiring ! Leaders and identify ! But are you going to give up ? Go so far and Suffered so much. You deserve to be at the top. You deserves your prize, but let Me tell you, Only those who completed the whole thing deserves it.

Man ! I can't Express it off anymore ! But people ! Simple. I want to see the same group of people, I want to see same face, more Conviction ! 1 Month down.

Remember my last post ? See Jesus at the finish Line !

Do not Pang seh Your Brothers and Sister. So does Jesus. This goes to me as well !

-This goes back to some anonymous people as well. I'll show you that i'll be a C.L. God is real. AS real as you are shitting on your pant right now.

Camp is a Knock-Out ~!

Gosh ! Camp is really..LOL

Yesterday went cycling with Zj at night..Really cool sia..LOL..Air were cooling at night..so really enjoyed..!

Total madness..To summery up the whole thing..We went.. Admiralty - Vista Point - Admiralty - Woodlands - Marsiling - Woodlands Centre (marsiling) - To Zj's Home

If you think its not challenging enough, go and try ! The uphills is a killer and the downhills is a blessing :D ! Anyway , Really had a fun time together...Just that I sweat like crazy -,-..

Well, sad thing was that..On the way, Zj dropped his handphone and He ran over the phone ! Gosh ! Not a laughing thing !...Lets all pray that Zj will soon have a new blessing from God ! (Actually, With God how can there be no blessing ? Fake me ah?)

So yup ! On the way home my leg cramped..Really badly ! But God is good ! Tell you why ah

I stopped at 888 Plaza area, so cramped that I can't cycle liao..Need to stop for awhile..So I took a 5 second prayer, Prayed that God will relief this cramp till I reaches home..

Lord and Behold, Till now the cramp isn't here anymore ! God is a Loving God, Right ? :D
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Sometimes, its a funny thing ! Oasis Camp is a really Knock-Out, not to say about Meeting God, but the foods !

Its not totally that great or taste nice like You will faint, but it totally fats me out ! I'm sure you guys also gain like..LOL..!

I've become so fat that my abs are gonna be gone already ! Gosh ! How is that happening !! Abit of shockness to me~ Gotta sheds these off ! I'm gotta sheds !! >.<
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Oh ! I'm quite excited to share my conviction ! But I want to share in a group setting or maybe, District setting ! Don't just wanna share in my Blog ! The Feeling cannot be express in words ! Therefore people ! Jiayou to Finish CG08 ! We shall have...Our Signature North...
-Ringtone
-Shirt
-Keychain
-Dog tag (Necklace)
-So Much more !

Maaan ! I'm excited ! And my greatest Prayer I'm ever going to say! Are you GUTS enough to say this ?

"See you at the Finish Line, Jesus."

God is a God

Friday the 13th ?

This morning, I've received a message from my Dad saying "Christians ! Beware ! Today is Friday the 13th !"

Seriously. I'm quite "amazed" and "Scare", but my Lord has comforted me and gave me this verse, therefore I forwarded this verse to my Dad ! (Fyi..My Dad is not an christian)

Romans 8:31 - What, then, Shall we say in RESPONSE to this ? If God is for US, WHO can be against US ?
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And again, He replied saying "You are wrong, How can God protect so many people ?"

Again I shall say, Why are people rebelling the Word Of God and reasoning against it ? You can't. Why ?

-God is perfect
-You can't reason something that is PERFECT
-Word of God is God (John 1:1)

Therefore again, If God can't protect His own creation, why is He even called God ? Right ? A God is therefore Omni, if He can't manage and protect the Ones He has created, He is not a God. Like wise, One God is enough. Having 100 over God is just bullshit.

I have Full Trust in my Savior, Jesus and Father.

The most Powerful Camp So Far !

Oasis Camp !! Nuff Said !

Day 1
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Quite a weird camp for me cause I'm in the Mega Event for this camp ! Yay ! Finally I got to do something here ! :D:D:D

One thing here is, the team is meeting 7am...O.o ? After having breakfast and all stuff, we set off to Costa Sand ! :D

The games were really weird ya know ? Its Oasis War ! Let me explain..

-Ya have life, its a newspaper on a Rafia string that you have to wear
-To kill, Ya have to tear that newspaper from the person !
-How to score point ? Its by district ! Take your own district and other district flag to Base !
-North win you know ? Smallest but Powerful !

Yes ! North did won ! It was great ya, tearing people and stuff..

Heard Joshua had a harsh fall from the game, so lets pray that he will get healed up quickly ! :D
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At night is the Dinner, really Exaggerating ! Buffet ya know ! Eat till you vomit ah

Prayer meet is ministering ! Even though its the first day, really met God ! so Does the teaching...Not going to write my whole notes here, maybe I'll scan ! But I really learn a lot..Just so whole lot that I need to read through again !

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Ya guys know where we gonna sleep at ? Its an Chalet Room ! Gosh. Got to turn in for now. Anyway there is still a lot more ! But I'll blog Day 1 for now :)

OH man ! You guys know what ?! OASIS CAMP IS COMING !!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

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Okay LOL. I just fell asleep, but its pretty funny ya know ! I fell asleep..Playing the GUITAR ! Whoa. I don't know how I did, and now I gotta tune my guitar too ! its out of tune, probably I push or wrestle it when i fall asleep ! LOL..

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Yes guys, Oasis Camp is coming...Are You Excited..? Or Still Icy Cold ?

Dude ! People ! Those who is going for Oasis and is Reading ! Please be serious and get ready. Its like 1 day and less, getting closer ! Closer ! Closer !

Those who are still kidding around, please buck up and get serious. Those that are serious excited, put on extra heat ! Those that are gonna explode, go max then explode like a nuke in camp ! :)

Let me list a few thing Oasis has never had before in the previous, some will knock Joshua out !

-Buffet for Morning, Afternoon and Evening ! (Will Joshua grow out another set of chin ?)
-Air-con in room ! (Which is a Chalet ! Omg ! Will David have problem waking up ?)
-Ballroom with Carpeted floor ! (We probably 've to stop drooling or else its a problem for housekeeping!)
-We're going to the beach after the concert on the 3rd Day ! (Gosh..Will it be too dark till we got eaten by Crocodile ?)
-And yes, An concert on 3rd Day that is not experience before. (3D ah ? :D)
-Higher.Deeper.Wider ! :D

Yes man ! I'm excited for Jesus !

You can be excited about my Face too ! Cause I'm so handsome. But Joshua will be Jealous. But that is not the point. The point here is to..*Drum rolls*


Meet God, Learn His Word !

God is soooo Good

God is so Good. Thats all I can say !

Today WFL, God is really good..As I'm talking Joshua, walking around..I'm really worried. How to pay off the additional $10 for my camp ?

We were talking and talking, and when I turned my head, I realise something...Why is there a blue note over at the ticketing machine ? it look like $50..I walked over, OH MY GOOD GOD YOU ARE SO GOOD THAT YOU ARE SO DAMN GOOD !

I've found $64. We were waiting for the owner, perhaps he had forgot to take it or something..But no one came back ! And we were going off because everyone had reached..

1x $10
1x $50
2x $2

Gosh ! God is good !

$10 - Me for camp
$50 - Joshua for camp
$4 - For Zhe Jia who don't have money for lunch

I can't thank God enough...Really..Now, I don't have to worry about camp le ! Left my consent form ! God is so so so so so so so so so so so Good !

GOD IS SO GOOD !

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God is good, He bless me with a good brother like Yuen Han !

He paid $50 for my camp first ! Thanks man ! I couldn't have make it without you :)

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Whoa

Hahahahaha..Hi ! :)

BBQ on Friday was really Good...But got some mistake and error, lead by me LOL! Of course, the main target and aim of the event has reach ! that is to FELLOWSHIP ! :D

Of course, really hope God will empower me to do more things like this ! Especially when it comes to leading stuff like this. Really takes lots of courage and firmness. But in all this, what can I say ? Its all about Faith ! Have Faith and everything is in control, on God's Hand. Isn't it ?

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Today service was really killing, talks about responsibility.

I'm so going to say this to someone - I serve NOT for my leader, sheep, sheep mates, DK, Joshua, Sharlene, Pastor Shirls, HOPE INT' but Who do I serve ? I serve God. You better open up your darn eye and look. I DON'T SERVE PEOPLE NOR ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD BUT I SERVE THE ALMIGHTY GOD. Darn.

Of course they do mean loads to me, but they're not my God. They are just my brothers who do God's will and serving alongside with me, and I love them as myself.

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Back to it, LOL! Pastor Jeff was practically rebuking and making people guilty, as well as, Growing ! :D..

Whether as you are just a member, Leader or just a shepherd, this thing is so powerful, GuyS! Ya gotta look at this. "You Jolly Well Serve and Be Responsible !"

So you jolly well serve and be responsible whether as musician, leader, shepherd, pastor or anything. :D

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Just as this is it, its D.a.r.e meeting, its so..whoa.

Simple to say and Yes ! One thing that hit me real hard and kanna smack right on my head is, We need to listen to that Voices. That voices of Truth.

And one thing which I've never heard before and its truth is, which side do We feed ? Good or Bad ? Feeding leads to Manifest. Bad will leads to destruction. Where else, Good leads you to become more like Jesus !

Alot to say, but this is really what has Hits me real hard.

Affirming Dk's for that great teaching ! :D

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Something which has been on my mind for this whole day is - "No one who put his hand on the plow and looks back is fit for the kingdom of God" !

Although it keeps recurring, but I don't know why..And I also don't know the verse :P

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Camp is coming ! I'm like $50 to my goal ! :D... Really excited ! I really need that touch, that touch which will really brings me up and...umm I forgot. LOL

Anyway, Camp is something that if I miss I will regret. Don't wanna miss the chance to be MAX getting shot by God.

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Dk said that He is happy because he sees that everyone is growing ! And I'm happy too because I've seen people grow, like Joseph, Jeremy, Jervis and some misc people..

But i'm not exactly too happy for my Sheep, Because its I who with pain and sweats grow them...BUT ! the point here is, all is worthy. Why ? Because its for God. For I know when I'm dead, I'll see them in Heaven ! We're all Going Heaven! :)

Rejoice ! You guys grow. And keep it up ! For Jesus.

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To summarise, I'm not exactly care fare or too stress, but ever since I've become a shepherd and takes up all this, I've become more stress. But in the same way, I've grown.

And to even summarise up, I give thanks to Jesus ! My result, my material needs, my times of negativeness and so much more. Glory and Credits goes to JESUS !

PRAISE HIM !

So, thats it. Going to sleep. Its pretty late ! Jesus You Must Praise !

Result !

Man ! I really have to thank God ! My result were really good..Just abit dissapointed thats all !

English - 53/60 [Second]
Math - ???
Element of Business Skill - 68/80 [First]
Chinese - 48/100 [What the !]
Computer App - 95/100 [First ! 100% for Practical man !]
Science - 0/100 [Absent -,-]

Wha..Really don't know what to say..altho math result haven't out yet..But I pray for A1 or at least A2 ! Really wanna have 4 A ! :D

Revival

I shall declare myself the "Most unfaithful blogger of the year" ! :)

Okay I just wanna blog from now on ! haha...

Really wanna affirm my two sheep...First is...

Joseph ! My nemesis sheep but also the sheep that forces me to grow..
Really wanna affirm you because you are so smiley and your so "WOW" that you made me grow!
Remember you came in with Marcus ? Yep, although he has left us to run the race, but wanna thank God that you've stayed on and run the race together with me !
God must have places you under me, God is great ! But after all, your a great sheep yup.

Just wanna pray that you will stop being so violent. Growth point is being sensitive. Think before you say, do things at the correct time. Play do play at the correct time. When it comes to God's stuff, be serious. BECAUSE YOU ARE DEALING WITH THE LORD YOUR GOD. And ! Find your lost sheep ! EVG is gonna be done in both of us. Amen

Now is..Jeremy !

Also wanna affirm you yup ! Remember that time I evaxed you in causeway point ? I remember Hayden says he wanna go Heaven but you Didn't. But the one who stayed on is you ! Therefore, Praise the Lord ! You also made me grow alot and your a obedience sheep ! I'll encourage you that, just because you might be on the wrong end of the weighting scale, YOU CAN STILL BE A POWERFUL MAN OF GOD ! don't give up ! find ur sheep! Amen

Love both of my sheep!

Now I wanna say is that..I HAVE A BREAKTHROUGH IN GUITAR SKILL ! Now I really can play some songs alright ! Don't look down on me ! (though I'm still a novice). Let the CG worship be done by me ! :D

Stormy ride in North B been over...Things is picking up again. No quantity but have Quality. When there is quality, quantity will come ! Amen.

Thank God for Yuan Han ! He gave me two of his shirt ! so nice sia..One is Ooorange ! My favourite color..and one is an Hawaii shirt ! its so freaking Kawaii ! LOL..

He also taught me how to wash hair and what should I use for my hair ! :D

Now, My Mid Year Plan

English - A1 (Full mark?)
Math - A2(Around 65-70?)
Science - A1(Distinction !)
Element of Business Skill - A1 (Around Dist ? )
Chinese - F9 (its okay !)

If you notice, I'm aiming most for high marks. Why is this so ? Why am I so confident ? Why am I so sure?

I'm not smart, nor clever, nor hardworking. But I have someone which people don't usually have. Jesus Christ my Lord God !
James 1:5a - "If any of you who lacks wisdom, Ask God."
Romans 8:37 - "No, in all these things, we are more than conqueror through Him who loved us"

I'll surely reach my goal, when I have such a powerful player in my team. People out there ! all the best for your exam too ! God bless you !

signing off, Ben aka Jesus Freak