My baby, please come back to me.

By what I said "baby", I meant my water heater. Sorry. HAHAHA !

Class today was total ~.~, as describe by Jin Lin. HAHA ! Ahhh, I'm losing so much brain juice recently.. I don't even know if I got enough for myself.. -__"

Alright, tomorrow is the last class for Principles of Marketing till next week tues. And this sunday is the lecture for Basic Accounting, which is like my second bridging module and I hope its not another 2 assignment thing because it is fucking killing my brain. Haha..

Met Elson after class and got to see some of his J.Cube friends which totally scared me half dead.. Because it was the same feeling I experienced 3 years ago when I was like one of them, with the Jiamin gang. I hate it. I really think alot of things have been happening to me and I felt as though I'm no longer who I am.. Hmm.

Oh wait, AM I HAVING IDENTITY CRISIS ? LOL. Never mind. Went home together with elson. I reached home and I saw a box, inside was.. A HEATER. I thought for sure I am going to get a shower tonight with warm water. No. Only to realized that it was not only my water heater that spoiled but the internal circuit of the heater switch and blah blah blah.. Omg.

I think my pay for Symarom is coming tomorrow ! HAHA ! I'm so going to order my Elixir strings. Please go to my facebook and see a video that explains why I need my string so badly. And yes, its comical too ! I hope they're coming out on saturday cause I haven't see them for 1 full week. LOL. Oh ya, tomorrow supper with Jin Lin.

I am literally blogging about my schedule, and I feel as though my schedule recently has been pretty crazy. Its true actually. Haha ! I wish money could fall from the sky so I don't have to work.

"I have been having these weird thoughts lately.. Like is any of these for real.. or not ?" - Sora

Has it all began ?

I can't really want to remember what happened yesterday. Hmm.

Went to the movies with Jin Lin and the others.. But anyway, if anyone out there is watching Shutter Island, please do not watched. Its not such a nice movie anyway.. Its like trying to duplicate the success of Death Note movie series but failed epically.. HAHA !

Alright, I wrote a card for Jin Lin. But appearantly.. I think I need to make a nicer card for her next time. LOL. Even I felt that too ! XD..

Sent her home then went to find Ziyi. Walked pass Pinky's house and well, it all started to come back to me, again. Sat outside her house for like 2 hour because I needed to wait for Ziyi to reach home and then.. Jeez. Maybe I'm just too sentimental. -__-"

Alright. My report is finally 60% done ! HAHAHA ! There is class later. I kind of dreaded to go class, don't know why. Maybe i'm just pure lonely or something.. lol. I don't blog much nowadays.. Hmm..

Can I be peter pen ?

This week is also one of my craziest week ever since I started school, seriously.

Had school today. I happened to sat beside this guy called "Osman".. Which I didn't remembered that he is actually from my study group and I actually introduce myself as if we don't know each other. HAHA ! What the..

Today lesson is kind of boring.. The things are clear-cut that I can just refer to EBS textbook and i'll know everything. LOL. Just that this is like more in-depth... But anyway, I'm so stress over my current assignment, WHICH IS LIKE 2 ?! Someone tell me what is PESTEL. brrrrr..

Okay, my house heater has broke down. I'm gonna be bathing with cold water. Its so bloody cold ! Argh... But it feels so cozy after showering in cold water, I don't know why ! It just feels so cozy, warm, smooth and I don't know how to describe anymore.. Haha !

They're opening chalet. I don't even know if they're serious or not.. We're like talking about opening chalet for god knows how many times.. Ever since like 09 or 08 ? omg. Anyway, its like $60. I supposed I can pay as long as they ask me to pay now. Haha ! Yes, I can't manage my finance that good.

Tomorrow, I'm gonna hit the library at 2pm. Meet nick and rehearse at 5pm. Movie with JinLin and the rest at 6pm. That means this whole week I won't get to meet xizi people until saturday, that is if saturday they want to hit the town. HAHA.

I didn't expect tomorrow to have so many people coming. I really just preferred only 4 people. I just don't know how to explain. It just felt weird, going out with so many ex-yhope people and one of them is even my ex-shepherd.. I dared not to think about going back either. But nonetheless, maybe something good may happen tomorrow ?

Can't deny the fact I'm still thinking about her now and then. Whenever people call me Ben 10, I'll just thought of what I told you. You're piglet and I am Ben 10, I will be protecting you. Ha, what sort of crap is it now ? I need to stop thinking about you.

Muggggg !

I'm soooooo lazy to do my project !

Went out with Jinlin to study yesterday.. appearantly Sembawang library was THAT small.. I didn't know ! LOL. But anyway, shift a few location and blah blah blah.. Let me do a diagram ?

Sem Library ---> Coffee Bean ---> SSC Subway ---> Starbuck

HAHA ! But anyway, good thing is when we arrived at starbuck, just nice a lady was packing up to go off and the POWER OUTLET was just beside her ! LOL.. Alright, I'm so desperate for the power thing.. Haha ! Okay, JL finally finished the compo that stares back at her O_O

Met bro to eat mac around 9.30pm.. After that chat about schoolwork and stuff like MNC companies stuff till midnight and smoke like mad before going home..

Now I'm going to meet them and jog. I think I'm going to cycle my hoffman bike there :D

So much to do, so little time

Kind of hectic these days.. Hmm.. I feel as though I need a big big break..

I'm glad Yi Min's issue were resolved and Yi min & Emma are back to normal.. But I wondered what would it be now if I hadn't bring up the issue to talk about.. Hmm

Went for class today.. During class break went to find Nicholas and Jin Lin.. Haha ! Saw so many familiar faces... Feel kind of nostalgic and miss a little being in church.. But nonetheless, I hated YHope system and doubt if I will go back or not. Sherry thought me and Nick are brother. HAHA ! Nice one XD

Met WJ, Yimin, Meina and SJ after class.. Went to eat JustAcia, walk around PS then we went to Marina Square to have pool.. Joseph and Orgim came later... And yes, with Joseph around, I can never stop laughing.. HAHA !!!

Oh man.. Meina was totally me and joseph's main joke topic.. Well, her expression.. Like what, Face palm ? Epic Face Palm ? Double Face Palm ? Good god ! We're so lame LOL...

Went back to 755 to slack.. And yes, I'm Back home now. Tomorrow going to study with Jin Lin and Joshua.. And I wonder who is still going anyway.. But nonetheless, I hope tomorrow I can find a power outlet for my laptop.. HAHA !

Good night. I'm so tired.

Rarely does good boss comes by

Today was last day at Symarom.. I did not left with happiness today but I left with memories, knowledge and gratefulness.

Johnny, being my direct boss, I really have to say that he is one of a kind.. Have you met before a boss who does not play politics, make sure you go off on time, fight justice for you, take the blame for you and willing to share any knowledge you want to know ? No, Johnny is the first boss that I've come across that does these.

I'm not trying to boast but they really wanted me to stay.. Offered me $8/hr instead of $6/hr to continue working.. I was confused but in the end, I made the decision that study comes first.. So I just had to turn them down.. But the one who I will miss most is Johnny.. So old already but always under so much workload.

Sheesh, I'm getting so emotional over just an 1 week temp job. But omg, he is just so good to the max ! Offer me cigarette, treat me drink for lunch and even send me to mrt station.. And most of all, nothing could replace this is all the knowledge that he shared. Because Wisdom Is Power.

Anyway, study ! And I really think I will call him once in a while to stay in contact.. And if I ever have the chance to go back, I will only go back because he is a good boss. The director ? Not a shit.

Alright, I'm left with 1 week to finish up my PESTLE environment assignment.. Stressed. Okay, tomorrow is the big day. They're going to settle Yi Min and Emma's issue. Ha, I'm interested to see who will be the one who will lose face.. Good luck to BOTH of you :D

Good night Theophila ! It certainly feels good to chat and reminisce with you ! :D

Last Day

Yes, finally today is the last day I'm going to work !

I swear today after school, coming from home, I am going to have a fucking big sleep.. The Panda Eye is becoming so very obvious, seriously.. and it looks funny on me.. I just wish I don't have to work.. But today is the 15.. haiz..

Yesterday talked to XP For like over 1 hour.. Its like so sad la.. But I think I wouldn't say the details here. Awright ! Talked to Nicholas when I'm home.. And I found out we're like twin ! Lets see huh..

-Same surname
-Same academic level
-Same situation
-Same thinking
-Same understand of each other

I really should go back yhope and visit him sometimes. HAHA ! And I guess we confirm hug each other one.. Haha ! No, we're not gay. We always do that when we meet, don't we, Nick ?

Has the table changed.. ?

XiZi BMX team - The N.B. Rangers.

Went jogging with them today.. Learnt of what happened. I am astonished and shivering from shock.. You want to know why ? I'll tell you.

If my memory had not failed me.. we, the XiZi used to be very united.. But what I've heard today, I have changed my mindset.. Maybe I'm outdated.. Or is it true that everyone had changed.. ? I kept asking myself "What happened?" on the way home..

I started to realise.. Maybe favortism, assumption and greediness has became an devil trend of the xizi group.. Which resulted in what happened not only today but other issues.. Yes, we all know that being friends, once in a while we will argue.. But has our argue being happening too frequently or just because of some small issues that could've being resolve with just an "sorry" ?

I don't want to say things that are too obvious here.. Because I am not one of the personnel is going to settle the issues.. But if I am going to, I don't mind. Simply because it has became so ridiculous that I could not stand watching it.. I think some people need to wake up, look at the big picture.

I felt so sad how people get left out when they wasn't even in the wrong or anything.. But the most saddistic thing of all is when that person was helping you big time, instead of getting appreciate, he/she got left behind big time.

What happened ?

Equation

Yes, I don't wanna talk about work. I'm so tired !

Slept at 3.. I need to prioritize ! Oh my god.. I know I need sleep but I continue to play the guitar.. Got sleep = no sleep. So tired.. Luckily I still have like 5 sticks to help me pull through the day.. Or else I die.

Anyway, whoever see my facebook status, its true. My panda eyes is fucking obvious.. I need a break.. :( feel like taking MC for tomorrow.. but paycheck hand in also tomorrow.. haiz.. Plus school. SIAN..

Thought about working there as a perm stuff. I'll work if derek offer me 1800 and above.. haha ! Ya, its quite impossible. But doesn't mean it is not. Haha, if I ever get a chance to reverse psycho him, then i'll have more chance..

Okay. I NEED TO STAY AWAKE.. Jeez. Time to shower and work.