OxygenJam

Omg ! Nostalgic ! Nothing more to say !



Miss those time when I was playing O2jam ! Its really bored since MY O2jam closed down.. love Drive is my favourite song lol ! So retro la..

O2mania is so lag.. :(.. Please tell me if you guys have any o2jam server ! :D

Rant and rants

Seriously, its justs rant. It is so funny how people can be so, never mind. And then people are gonna say "Human are imperfect". What else ?
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Can't people just be more initiative ? Damn. Why am I always the one teaching and searching the tabs ?! Its not like we're in the 90's where not everyone have internet ! Just open google and fucking search it. Wa laos.

Can't you just be more independent and learn yourself ? Why always am I the one teaching ? Fuck. In the beginning, no one teach me too what. Darn.

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Sometimes it just doesn't pay to be kind. Seriously. Sometimes you give your help and your full power and people in the end just treat it as another 'tom dick hairy' thing. Sometimes they even criticize you. It just doesn't pay. They don't remember it.

But seriously, I am not just the only smart one around what. (Ya, so what, im proud.) Google is always there, Youtube is always there. Damn.

My last assignment :

-Format and installation for Beverley
-Crack games for xpang.

It doesn't pay to do so much.

Anime Marathon ?

Just finish watching bleach movie.. Which is..

-Bleach Movie: Memories of nobodies
-Bleach Movie: The Diamond Dust Rebellion

and I am waiting for the sub version of "Bleach Movie: Fade to black, I call your name".. !! As always, bleach movie are awesome !!! Including the songs :)

I introduce you, Sen no yoru wa Koete by Aqua timez ! It rocks ! Really a nice pop song.. The movie itself also rocks.. Comparable to FMA too ! Gotta say the anime of bleach isn't as impressive.. But definitely, the movie version storyline is very good too :D

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I'm indulging into japanese language lol. I found my true japanese name ! Its...

Watanabe [Chia](near a crossing) Shinichi [Benjamin](one truth). - ワタナベシンイチ

Okay I know its not very impressive, but well, I like it. So people ! You guys can call me Shinichi-kun ! :D

Alright, off to bed. JustAcia tomorrow !! Yummy.

FMA !!

Hello guys ! Really want to introduce this great anime to you guys. Its called "Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood".

Actually its not new, but Brotherhood is a new series from the original anime "Fullmetal Alchemist".. Its super good. One of the best anime I've ever watched. The script and storyline is so well-written that you think its real !!

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Just finish watching the Movie version of FMA which is "Fullmetal Alchemist: Conqueror of Shamballa".. It basically concludes the whole original FMA.. Its very touching ! I can't held but to say, it is not enough time to explain how great is it.. haha ! Especially when the opening and closing is by L'arc~En~Ciel.. Damn cool. Must watch guys !

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I'm onto episode 10 of Brotherhood, and its getting better and better ! Its very sad that Colonal Hughes died, he is such a comedy ! But well, its anime.. I have to say, the writer of FMA is very creative.. Not only that, the writing is totally so amazing.. I'm mesmerize by it LOL

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_Fullmetal_Alchemist_episodes - Wiki on FMA

Skills Difference

Hello. Happen to hear "Today is the day" by Lincoln Brewster (yes its a christian song) by random on my WMP.. And I was thinking, Wasn't this one of the audition song for the Music ministry ?

HAHA ! I was thinking how lousy I was then.. Back then, I couldn't even play Power Chords..

With the searing lead by Lincoln declares, I couldn't feel the toughness I felt back then.. And I realize, I got better at guitar ! :D (Yes, every guitarist were thinking the ministry choose the wrong song and nobody wanted to practice that song)

And to say, I could do the solo ! Except for the speed part, which I can't really keep up.. And to say, Lincoln is godly in guitar ! :D

I'm quite sure that if I were to go for the audition again, at that time with my current skill.. I'm quite sure it is no problem for me to pass it.. Besides the fact that my spiritual life is dead. LOL

Rock Expressed

Omg. Just came across Sambomaster after so long of not hearing their songs.. And they are really fucking good !!



No, the singer is not a fat ass but a good singer ! And most of all, they all expresses so clearly !! Its like you know..rocking out like nobody business ! So cool.. Especially when the song is so damn good, who cares ?

Haha ! Seriously, I think music got nothing to do with looks.. And yes, people nowadays go for the musician's look and not so about music..

Can't wait to rock out to this song's power chords.. damn. Jamming anyone ?

When ?

Really. When are things going to change ?

Every single time, when I think of how fortunate my friends are, I just wanna cry. Why am I not just another one of them ?

I see how my friend created their ATM Card with over $100 for them to press it out but I started out with $2 and I freaking only had a daily allowence of $4.

I see how my friend gets laptops and stuff like that and I'm stuck with this fucking 1.67 ghz AMD athlon processor. And yes, I am fucking stuck with a handphone which I exchange for my beautiful W760 that brokedown. Fuck.

I see how my electricity at home is so unpredictable and how my friends live in comfort.

I see how my friends always have no problem and no worries in dialing no. with their handphone yet I have to use my phone carefully.

I can go on saying.

I see how my friends have over $10 (thats very lil for going to town) going on town yet sometimes I go town with $2.

I see how I'm always the one borrowing and my friends the one always lending.

I see how my friends gets/buy a bicycle so easily yet I have to PICK UP A BODY FRAME.

I am so fucking poor that I only have my ear clear by KK hospital which appointment is 1 month plus from the day my ear stucked and my friends gets it clear out immediatly.

And yes, I can freaking go on.

I freaking see how my friend gets a guitar so expensive that its twice of mine guitar and his skills is no better than mine. (Yes I am proud, so what ?)

I always see how my friends go out with fancy clothes yet I have to save and get clothes that are at low price and make the best out of them and look good.

I can go on and on and on. Tons of 'em.

Yes, I am pathetic. I Don't need you to say anything. But also, I don't need you to fucking sympatise me.

I sit in one corner wondering, when is God (which god ?) going to get off his majestic seat and help me and my family out ? I live my life in fears and jealousy.

I see how my friends parent are so loving but my parent is just totally fuck up relationship.

I see how my friends daddy are so good yet I can't speak much good of my daddy. (Even thou the bible ask us to speak good of our parent, but seriously.)

Its always about you guys. ALWAYS. Will you guys problem be as big as mine ? When will you people ever care a fucking hoot bout me ?

I see how my friends go into relationship, being financially able to pay for their girls. I have already created a line "Will you be with me, a guy who couldn't pay for your lunch or even just a drink?".

No really, I have a tons.

Maybe I should just stop. I'll just accept how fuck up my life is and thats it. I'll just accept that I have a failure dad and thats all. I'll just accept that I'm the lower section of the society and cliques.

Obssess with Music ?

I am 60.80% obsessed with music.

Be honest people! If you really have never heard of them. Don't mark it.
ALTERNATIVE:
[x] Breaking Benjamin
[ ] Paramore
[ ] Panic! At The Disco
[x] Linkin Park
[ ] The Academy Is...
[x] Coldplay
[x] Three Days Grace
[ ] Yellowcard
[x] 30 Seconds to Mars
[ ] Chevelle

TOTAL SO FAR = 5

COUNTRY:
[ ] Rascal Flatts
[ ] Carrie Underwood
[x] Leanne Rhymes
[ ] Garth Brooks
[ ] Dixie Chicks
[ ] Kenny Chesney
[ ] Tim McGraw
[ ] Faith Hill
[ ] Shania Twain
[x] Johnny Cash


TOTAL SO FAR = 7

EMO:
[ ] Hawthorne Heights
[ ] Chiodos
[ ] Forgive Durden
[ ] Amber Pacific
[x] The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
[ ] From First to Last
[ ] Senses Fail
[ ] Underoath
[ ] Something Corporate
[ ] Hit The Lights
[ ] Dear Whoever

TOTAL SO FAR = 8


INDIE:
[ ] The Hush Sound
[ ] Eisley
[ ] Death Cab for Cutie
[ ] Dashboard Confessional
[ ] The Killers
[ ] Yeah Yeah Yeahs
[ ] Hot Hot Heat
[x] Gym Class Heroes
[ ] Franz Ferdinand
[ ] Modest Mouse

TOTAL SO FAR = 9

METAL:
[ ] Slipknot
[x] System of a Down
[ ] Disturbed
[x] Metallica
[x] Guns n' Roses
[ ] Lamb of God
[ ] Slayer
[ ] Hatebreed
[ ] Killswitch Engage

TOTAL SO FAR = 12

POP:
[ ] Teddy Geiger
[x] Ashlee Simpson
[x] Kelly Clarkson
[x] Jesse McCartney
[x] Avril Lavigne
[x] Pink
[x] The Veronicas
[x] Daniel Powter
[x] James Blunt
[x] Natasha Bedingfield
[ ] Ryan Cabrera

TOTAL SO FAR = 21

POWERPOP/PUNK:
[ ] Hellogoodbye
[ ] Cute is What We Aim for
[ ] Cartel
[x] The Click Five
[x] Fall Out Boy
[ ] Rise Against
[x] Good Charlotte
[x] Bowling for Soup
[ ] Relient K
[ ] Anti - Flag
[x] Simple Plan

TOTAL SO FAR= 26

RAP:
[ ] Ying Yang Twins
[ ] T.I.
[x] Eminem
[ ] 2pac
[ ] Jamie Foxx
[x] Ludacris
[x] Lil' Jon
[x] Outkast
[x] 50 Cent
[x] Kanye West
[ ] Notorious B.I.G
[ ] Young Jeezy

TOTAL SO FAR = 32

SKA:
[ ] reel big fish
[ ] The Specials
[ ] MAD Caddies
[ ] Rancid
[ ] The Aquabats
[ ] Sublime
[ ] No Doubt
[ ] Madness
[ ] Operation Ivy
[ ] Bob Marley

TOTAL SO FAR= 32

ROCK:
[ ] Taking Back Sunday
[x] All American Rejects
[ ] Motion City Soundtrack
[x] Avenged Sevenfold
[ ] Angels and Airwaves
[x] Evanescence
[x] My Chemical Romance
[ ] Drowning Pool
[x] Green Day
[x] Blink 182
[ ] Madina Lake

TOTAL SO FAR = 38

CLASSIC ROCK :
[x] The Beatles
[x] Led Zeppelin
[x] The Rolling Stones
[ ] The Cure
[x] The Who
[ ] Pink Floyd
[x] Jimi Hendrix
[x] Queen
[ ] Van Halen
[ ] Poison
[x] ACDC

TOTAL = 45

multiply your answer by 144
and then divide it by 100

whoa ! Adapted from JC's blog ! really cool

Nostalgia

Dear blog, Its been 1month+ since I left Y-hope.. Its really a nostalgia thing for me to say now, when I think back..

Spending 2 year inside Y-hope, came across all kind of people (they really rocks my sock man!) and learn lotsa things..

Hmm.. The most memorable time is where North B was formed newly under DK (He rocks too!). Thinking back, it gotta be the time of my life..LOL

I really missed the time when Joshua was still my 1st shepherd.. HAHA ! He's really a people-person and is the person I missed most man..

I also really missed my best buddy, yep, thats Sentosa ! No, its not a island, its a person :) He's really someone who I really click well with..Lead CG together with him, do silly stuff .. LOL.. Now, a congratulation to David Sentosa for becoming a CL ! :D (cause i know its hard).

I really miss Sherms too ! He's my 2nd shepherd.. though we didn't really mix much cause we're definitely two different creature, but if he is still my shepherd now, we definitely will, cause we're both guitar freak xD! (He crazy ya know, if you happen to be in North B last time)

I missed Donal too ! I guess he is the person who influence me to stay and abit hot-tempered at times, he rocks ! Apart from being losing to him in Dota, I guess its really memorable, running over to his house everyday even though im uber tired XD

There're lotsa people I miss, but its too long to list.. Its not a favourtism thing, but these are the people who are very memorable to me.. :D

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I don't know what's up with North, now that everyone's splitted and its a new stage.. though its all for the cause of His Kingdom, haiz... Everyone is so CG08 centered that everythings changed.. The warmness and fun is no longer there.. It all seems to be fake.. (my point of view yeah)..

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ON a side note to someone or some people : WAM and MinOps people they're not serving on a slackier or a more comfort-zone-isd way..No. In fact they are also serving outside their comfort zone, its just in another way. Go try it and you'll know its not.

Who say you can't love God and experience His love if you serve in WAM and MinOps ? No. You're serving God in ANOTHER WAY... Its not about Godly expectation or what, but the whole thing is, if they're not there, where do you get your background ops going and all the music by WAM ?

Don't put them down like they're people who are serving on a lower level.