Dreaming Big

Its going to be a long update.

We've just broke camp, its really great ~ All that sermon and fun and how God spoke to me..But how I not share it out ? :D

If some of you guys see my msn, its on my personal Nick. CG08..is..too small. Its it so..small that I don't understand why I couldn't complete it given 1 year time ! Are 7 people actually that hard..hmm. Coming to think, its not. Especially with God. We can't talk about winning the world, when we've problem finishing CG08. It is just too small ! Just finish it, kiss the campaign goodbye and do something big ! Conclusion : Willingness and Humbleness.

I was just having a dinner with my mom yesterday as she is on her 52th birthday ! It is quite sad that she still have to work, even on her 52nd year on earth (Thats more than half-centuary if you don't realise). And when I looked into her eye, I knew it. She has aged. Winkles and things like that.. She doesn't seems young anymore.

She told me something "Hey Ben, Why don't ya buy a condo for me ?" I was like..No Problem. But again, why not I buy a land and build a house there for ya ? Now, speaking of all this, people's gonna think I'm crazy, because I am just a NT student, nothing really good would come out..

Thanks to my "wonderful" father, my mom've to worked. Even at this aged. I really want to let my mom enjoy a good life, and I know that the best thing I can do is let her sit down, laze around all day. The more I think, the more I hate my dad. I have an older brother. During yesterday dinner, only people were My Mom, Brother and me. He just doesn't wanna bother about my mom.

Genesis 18:14a
- Is anything too hard for the Lord ?

Is buying a land and building a house for my mom too hard ? No ! It is nothing comparable to God building an Universe just for us, and there is 7 more Universe out there ! Is completing CG08 that hard ? Nope, not WITH GOD. God can do this, JUST BECAUSE HE can.

But I know..all this, can't be compared to Salvation. I really pray, my mom will come to know God. What if one day Jesus came so silently, so silent that I am in heaven. I looked around, but I don't see my mom. I'm really scared !

You see people, the sky is high, why not try reaching as high as possible ? Maybe you may touch it. Its all about dreaming big. CG08 is too small for me ! If I can't complete Evergreen, I shouldn't talk about Church planting, especially thats the 3rd vision of north. CONDO IS TOO SMALL ! God said to David that, if his kingdom and everything isn't satisfying him, God will give more when he asked. So people, ASK God !!!

Psalm 20:7 - Some trusts in chariots, some trusts in horses but I trust in the LORD my God.

When I was young, I used to be very terrified of where I would go after I died. And I do alot of things to make sure I never die, so does for my mom. So I kept telling myself that no one will die. But death is just inevitable. But I finally found the truth. There is actually someone who are willing to die for me, my mom, everyone so that we doesn't die, but lives an eternal life. He is Jesus. Today, my salvation is assured.

So called "gods"

I wonder how true are other religions.

Let me correct some of the "teachings" for the religion that starts with B.

1. If christian comes my house, my gods will run away !
Ans 1 - If lets say there IS god in your house, and when christians come your house, that shows Jesus is stronger than your god. You should stop worshipping that god and start worshipping Jesus.

Ans 2 - Your so called "god" runs away because they're just bunch of demons. When they see christian who comes with the authority of God, they have to run of course !

2. There is power in the statue ! I worship the statue !
Ans 1 - Have you ever think, what the statue is made of ? Gold ? Probably many other material. But thing is, can these made miracle ? Can gold move or talk ? Yes, thats the point.

3. B~~ is the way !
Ans 1 - Firstly, the very logic of reincarnation till you doesn't do anything bad at all so that you can ascend to "heaven" which is called nirvana, is ridiculous. Show me anyone who didn't do anything bad at all, except Jesus. And if its true, nirvana probably have no one there right now.

That is all peeps.