yay marks!

aiya long time no blog liao...today when i receive back my result i very shock...cant i did this for my prelims..

English: 45/50 (TOP 1)
Math: 14/15 (TOP 2)
Science: 20/25 (TOP 3)
Chinese: 5/20 (FAIL)

wahahaha....hmm..chinese duno why i just cannot study lor..even if i study hard..also cannot learn...i just dun have the ingrediant for chinese leh..haiz...some other people chinese very good de...but english also like shit LOL....

looks like my english are sky-rocking these day..wahahah...yay finally...must win marvin yea..his english also good...but his chinese...haiz..same as me...very very lousy...

math hmm...was beaten by leon..he got full sia..so smart..=((((..not good!!!!..if only i count properly the sums lor..=..

hahaha this science...chicken feet..tho didn't get first...but consider good..coz out of 41 pupils in the class....only around 10 passed the science..so the fact is that either they never study or they dunno or they are just plainly~ DUMB!...but i also never study i dun see why i can pass..Lol..

so haiz..kinda busy these day..also dunno what thing i'm busy with...Dylan just bought his D.I.Y comp sia...darm envy of him....last month N70 this month a AMD 3500..he rich sia...and he told me 2 week he can have $100...so envy lor...and somemore dunno how my father buy my comp de...he buy me one is AMD 2800 which is $550 with no keyboard no mouse and only a intergrated graphic card...dylan one 3500 only $585 with keyboard and optical mouse and hoh..he still got 128 MB Nvidia 6500 LOR!! when i was there i was like "wtf?"...6500 somemore...whereas when my father buy..never come with any good graphic card lor...fuck...then the Radeon 9500 i still have to buy myself...stupid sia my dad..but nvm..next time i will buy a even more better comp..and a nice casing..nt like my dad...casing also choose till so blah blah

bboorriinng

these week so boring haiz...alot of things to do sia...i think even if given 1 year of holiday i also not enough...dunno whats wrong with me these day...so dejected and jelly....feel that any time also will collaps leh..

this xing i dunno what to say.....dunno should say is it my mistake or his mistake....i think everybodty know that my handphone actually taken a ghost picture rite...then hoh...i tell xing that dun take picture at nite...then he replyt with "ya so?"...this two word hoh..i see already i wanna give him a slap..why? becuz its my first step or apologising...this two word can bloody stop me from it..then okay nvm...this personal msg also too much le..too much untill i wanna explode...

see la..his blog got someone called "laoda" tagged..then say chibye la u spear blah blah...then since me and him had a quarrel before..naturally he will think the laoda is me wad...so i asked him to go and check...then later he reply with something which make me damn turn off.....and he said i'm already dead on his mind...haiz nothing to say...i think he is not worth to be my cousin...becuz its just simply make me shameful.....

asked him to check IP address already....already hinting him its not me wad...then he never checked..surely one...then later blame me saying blah blah this and that......now i'm blamed for everything..i'm just feeling so pissed off lor....haiz....

i feel like crying everything out.....and indulging everything i had and feel into someone else...haiz....i think i have too much thing in my mind already...

alot of thing happen..in school...outside...relationship..friendship...and stuff....i feel like jumping off the body now...then everythings over...so stress lor....haiz....and i dunno is kandy now blocking me or what...my instinct tells me that she dun like me..i feel like smsing her that i wanna break....

as for friendship...hmm...zen have been ignoring me..and i dunno why...everything seems to be going bad for me lor....i wish i didn'tknow zen..becuz he is on my mind all the time....i wish i can forget him like nothinghappen before...if only can...one words from him...marcus and all can just dun friend me...haiz...my friendsgip is at risk sia...

now at school...the stoeln bike incident...juliana asked me to print out the full report on what happen that day...but i dun wanna pursue the matter any more leh...since those people never disturb me anaymore...haiz....tho i really hate them...but nothings happening then its fine with me liao..dunno why my fucking idiotic mother go tell them this and that...fucker...

now to my ownself...phone is under repair..very bored the whole day...cannot sms anyone leh...haiz...also dun have mp3 player..coz my hp itselfs is also a mp3 player...=(...geeze...

i wish i can go back to 2005...everythings good...my health, my wealth, my friend, my look and stuff...haiz...the good ol' day is gone sia...i wish next year can be better la..and i dun wish to hear this name "xing" again...or bettern not to see him again...becuz...from now on..i will be CRUEL and CUNNING...

another unreasonable guy

fuck off idiot.....no one ask u to go the middle lane....first u told me why i so stupid go chiong first then go middle lane....then later just a "wah laox" you start saying i complaining this and that....be reasonable la fucker.....wah laox dun mean anything la...i also not talking to u....no one will call u a mute if u dun talk...that is the knowledge..and plus..u said farm first what..now u die u complain....contrading yourself...first u say this..then later something happen u start yawning here and there...then giving me this lazy fucking attitude...no one ask u to go and chiongfirst..blame it on ur own carelessness...u say this to me..yet this happen on u....dun give ppl advise if u cant take care of your ownself...dumbass!!!!!!.....u think i give a darm?? no way i will give a darm....blame it on urself...lan jiao attitude..what do u take me for....ur lackey is it....u dun feel good playing with me then say la..no one will blame u for it.....idiot...u and ur stupid thinking....play dota also play untill like that...bloody hell..dun play la!!...fucker....trust u to play dota like this...farm first farm first...as if i dun need to farm liddat...if u farm first then i wad....chiong is it......i also know how to farm first...but if the middle chiong in then how....lose liao lor..can u think with ur brain can or not.....its not like i'm unreasonable or trying to fight with u like that.....its u who the one start first lor....think of urself never think of other...another selfish guy....contrading ur self......go fuck off la.....i dun give a darm if i respect u or not its u who actually disrespect me okay...go die la....