Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Barre Chords Part 2

Hi People ! I'm not here to rant about how I can't bar, but I'm here to rant about how much I can bar ! LOL

Ever since the last update, I've definitely been playing with barre chords. And God knows, I actually mastered it !

Last time, I used to play Avril Lavigne song, and it was pretty hard, why ? It was hard not playing it, but it was hard finding the easy version of chords. But now, nah ! LOL. I can just play directly :D

Man. It was surely a great breakthrough in guitar. And on this, I really hope I can serve God via guitar. I can surely be a good guitarist if anyone needs me :P

A TOAST TO BARRE CHORDS ! :D

Picking Up

Life sometimes are just so like that. And I got something to quote !
"Life is like a box of chocolate..You never know what you're going to get!"

Man~ That is so true. But who knows, I've God as my backer. Anything that comes my way definitely doesn't really affect me, and I proclaim it with faith :)

Some people told me that a joyful person like me, life is like a bed of roses, never unhappy but always in the fantastic land of Teletubbies. But then again, they also say if any thing were to come my way, I'll never fall, but I'll overcome it.

But also again, that's pretty true. But it couldn't be more true than having Christ as my backer now. LOL. I'm even stronger than I was before :)

No life is a bed of roses. And no matter what comes my way, I'll hold strong to the commandment and face it. HA ! Sounds fake and just trying to impress ya ? Just you see :)

If I ever were to fall, thats where I'll leave God. Which is really just as impossible as you think I will fall. That is because I will break my convenent of finishing the race and going back to Heaven and hug Him. Duh.
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Now. For my result :D
(this is the result for my end-year but not my avg mark. Because the avg mark has pulled down because of my earlier year slackness and not convicted to study.)

English - 70 (top.)
Math - 73 (Miracle !)
Science - 88 (top.)
EBS - 81 (top.)
Chinese - 40 (Miracle !)
CPA - 79 (2nd/3rd)

Shall not list things like art which is redundant. Anyway, thats about it. Now Let me list the grade.

English - A2
Math - A2
Science - A1
EBS - A1
Chinese - F9
CPA - A1

And yup. Pretty impressing ya ? My aim was - 5 A1 & 1 F9. Got 3 subject topped ! :D

Pretty dissapointed but it was a good one. Really worked hard and study. Now thats what I called working to the best ! And hopefully God was glorify in my academic result :D

Now again. I can't believe I got 40 for chinese ~ I actually expected an 20 or something..lol.

I just wanna give thanks. All my result and these, I owned it all back to God. If he didn't gave me a brain, I wouldn't get these result. :D

So Much for a Birthday. :)

Hi All! I'm so completely happy on my birthday ! Yay. This morning, I had a quarrel with my mom ! yay. And yes. Ha! I'm so happy.
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Now. If you're so reluctant or troubled to celebrate my birthday then don't celebrate my birthday. Its just 5 minute of extra sleep and you're going go around ranting in the house and saying how hard it was for you to raise me and stuff like that. If you don't like it then don't raise me. Kill me then ! Why leave me alive to live this miserable life. I wanna find my Jesus sooner.

Everytime you're just like that. Just want a few minute of sleep and you start going ranting like how much I was a trouble to you and stuff like that. If taking child was a trouble, then no parent is ever happy ! I also never asked you to treat me like a prince or what. If you're going to blame me for become so dependent, then BLAME IT ON YOURSELF. @#$()#&_@*%*@#_.

You said 8th position in class was nothing. If it was so easy, THEN GO AND STUDY FOR ME ! Study ain't easy. It ain't easy with a guy with a small brain of 95 IQ. It ain't easy with all the ministry around. It ain't easy at all. It ain't easy when I'm struggling to go school every day. You'll never understand me. If everything was so easy I will proclaim myself as God. I don't need Jesus anymore ! No ! The fact that I have all this is because Its all my weakness. And that show I need God !

What is wrong with me believing in God ? What is wrong with committing in ministry ? Why IS EVERYONE GETTING THE WRONG IDEA OF CHRISTIANITY !! Its not a going church thing ! Its a COMMITMENT THING ! WHY WHY WHY !! DON'T EVER FREAKING PLAY WITH CHRIST !! Its not like a hotel where you can come and go !!

Anyway. Thank you. You made my birthday Memorable.

To my "very good" Mother
Ben.
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Life just like that. Even on my Happiest Birthday ever. :)

Its okay. I'll stick with the fact that Jesus loves me and will always because He does not change like shifting shadows. That is the only thing I can be secure with.