Time has come.

Today is such a relax day. Totally.

Went for jamming just now, as expected, it did not go very well. Especially when new drummer does not plays rock as his main genre. Its obvious with the way he improvise anyway. I don't even know what to do for this band, as kenneth describe me as the "wanna-be" leader. Whatever.

I did a very very careless thing just now. I was shaving and then somehow, I shave across a hump. It was a pimple that was so small that I couldn't see. It bleed. My god, it didn't stop till like 10 minute later. Crazy.. I realize I've been sleeping so late that I'm starting to have so much pimple. Damn it, I think I may want to consider those facial treatment or whatever they call it. HAHA ! But orgim needs it more than me.

Planning to go down JaPrintz tomorrow. I'm so going to take like 20 namecard back. I'm too lazy to keep going back office. I hope I'll get JJ, Stephanie and Jamie's deal so that I can keep my position stable and Andre won't keep on bugging me for sales. Maybe this is my first and last month there. Though I may stay if things seems good or he offer me a better package.

I've been listening to Haru Haru so much recently !! Its such a sad song though the first time when Pinky (it was her) intro me I thought its some kpop bright song. Then again, maybe she intro me this song to indirectly tell me the reason for our break up. Whatever it is, its over already. This song is so totally connecting to Zakurogata no yuuutsu by Gazette and About a Girl by The Acadamy Is ! Aiyaaaaaa I need to stop listening. I don't wanna get bored of these song so soon !

XP, WJ and SJ didn't went for Alex's "multi-million" interview ! HAHA ! What a joke. I call this MLM Phailed. Anyhow, I think I'm going to sleep now. I'm so hungry.

Was rushing a lifestyle in the first place ?

I'm much rushing. Really.

Its not that I do not have time to blog. But it is so happening lately that I don't feel like blogging, because I would be typing literally an essay.

First of all, my work. My effort pump into Y-hope is finally coming into fruition. JJ wants to order 100 piece.. That means if Andre gives $10, I would be hitting only 1/10 of my quota. But in any case, I hated sales & marketing anyway. But it is good experience no doubt.

Andre actually cutted cost by not letting me open the shop. WTF ? Well, of course, why would he want to pay me "so much" for such a small enterprise ? By so much, I meant not even hitting $1200. Which not even MNCs, are already able to pay me that much considering I'm getting a diploma. -_-"

Well, secondly, I've 3 assignment on hand. Deadline is 5th june. My god, I need a miracle badly. Thankfully this is not anything like the last few one.

I just can't be bothered to update what happens recently. So anyway, just now we saw Alex. And he kept talking about how much he is earning (10k paycheck, you believe ?) and he wants to drive ferrari by age 20 and he wanted to recruit us and blah blah blah. Well, apparently he thinks we're still kids and we're dumb. Maybe they're but I'm not. He's definitely doing Multi-Level Marketing. What a cheap way.

I don't deny what he says is true. I also don't deny that the 10k paycheck is believable. Of course, you got to have godlike qualities to have that kind of money. But I don't believe Alex have, even though his speech is really convincing that made SJ and Yi Min wanted to join them (you're in deep shit if you join alright ?). Of course, 10k paycheck is believable because there are people who made 1 million dollar of MLM and sales. Its called the "Million Dollar Roundtable"association.

The most unbeliveable part ? He only worked 3 day and he is drawing 4 digit pay (maybe its true). He said he wanted to be REGIONAL MANAGER. My God, at 17 year old ? I don't believe it. Unless CEO is his father la. To be just a small time director, the requirement is 3 account with at least 1 million dollars inside, he want to be regional manager ? No seriously, he takes me for a 3 year old for sure.

But anyway, gave XP my namecard and then he went telling him "I'm earning 2.4k without commission at executive level. I also got employees under me and I'm doing some sort of MLM which adds up, my monthly pay is around 5k. Not alot as compared to yours I guess". Well, Alex was shocked. Earning 10k and shocked ? What a lie.

But seriously, his reverse psychology are something admirable which I must admit I might not match his level. But seriously, no company name, no name card, no clear job scope & job spec, how you want me to believe ? Sounds more like a black society company to me.

PHAILED.

I survived the 8 hour long lecture. But my brain died after that. -_-"

Works are all piling up.. Its crazy ! My god. I got HRM assignment, and now, Basic economics assignment ?! Next to all this, I just became a Sales Executive ! God damn it. I really need some miracles to pull me through all this in good shape.. Sians.

Monday went down to Evergreen to follow up.. But damn it, the securities are giving us a fucking hard time.. After we fail to contact the teachers, that security guard was literally laughing at us. LITERALLY. Damn it. I swear the next time I go back to follow up I'm gonna bring it up to the management.

After that went back to JaPrintz and had a executive meeting that goes on for 3 hour. good god. Brain died after that.. Wanted to go for L4D and then suddenly xp say guangwei there got trouble.. Hesitated for a little but I decided to follow him down.. Yes, I spent $70 yesterday on cab fare, just for his quak quak birthday and the trouble at PS.

Was quite tensed there.. But I guess before the fight we all can still play maxtune and initial D.. HUH ? After everything settled down we all went lepak lepak.. But apparently, to join their clique, there is an procedure. Yes. Getting love bite by a guy. I DID GOT ONE ! I'm so gonna post the photo here !

cab down to red hill to give XP's present to quak quak. His proposal, or shall I say, gift giving, was entirely FAILED. Epically failed. I swear everyone was laughing and if it was video down and go on youtube, it is gonna get like millions of view !

After that, went to XP house to ton. He was sad. HAHA ! No, I'm not a sadist but to woo a girl without planning, sorry, in depth planning, is a sure-fire way of failing. Cause when you fail to plan, you plan to fail. I told him there is still hope, Obviously. Chance can always be created, it is a matter of how you going to attack her heart. sheesh.

I'm back at office now. And I think I'm gonna go take a smoke break.

Heavy..

Alright. I felt like a idiot now..

Yesterday had lecture and we had our group discussion, FOR THE FIRST TIME. My group is like, multi-race ? HAHA ! Othman is indian, Wati is malay, John is white, I'm asian. HAHA. So cool ! And yes, our discussion totally pwn the other group. But this is just an discussion, right ? Wait till group project. :D

Went to find them after lesson. Used GPS to walk me over to marina square from wilkie edge. xD ! Then went to eat JustAcia.. And oh well, we got competitive and I chomp down 20 scope of icecream.. Though I lost, but mainly because I just want to smoke and don't wanna eat anymore.. HAHA..

They totally pwned my netbook by playing CS and half life which leaves me no more battery life then we reached woodlands.

Later, it is my Basic Economics bridging module lecture. Yes, its a bridging module. That means the lecture is 8 hour long. My fucking God. They're flying kite later. It is a good idea, yes ? Because that means I can relax, for the time being.

John Bounparte - "Ben, do not say that china manufacturing is cheap, but instead, say that china manufacturing is more AFFORABLE." Epic.

saturday morning

couldn't find the time to blog all along.. schedule is becoming crazily packed.

I've finally became the sales executive of JAPrintz ! And yes, I'm not drawing executive pay at the same time. Regardless, my stress level went up instantly.. Yesterday went down to evergreen to see if we can reach any deals.. Apparently, we were too late by 3 month.. Or else I suppose we're getting a deal of over 2000+ bucks.. Only joanna lee ordered.. But I heard the P.E. shirts are CHANGING. WTF. Either way, I wish I was in evergreen, again. -_-". This means there might be a chance to hit my 10k quota. HAHA.

Others plans are like visiting queentown to see if we can reach any sort of agent channel deals and blah blah blah.. Doubt i'll last long if I don't see result.

Later got school at 2pm. Apparently, I need to rush down to Kaplan starhub by 1.15 to make payment and rush down to Kaplan wilkie edge by 2pm to attend school. SIAN. Wa laoooooo.. After school going to meet them at town .

I'm so going to bath now.

Obsess with fairy tail

OMG. It is wed already ! I just realize I haven't been blogging for 3 day ! Jeez..

Monday went to jamming with Razzy, Ken, Fauzy and Japheth. Was a really good jam, though this is for the first time. Look forward to gigging with this band actually.. But surprisingly, Razzy, Fauzy and Japheth is from evergreen sec as well. LOL. That is quite some coincidence, considering I posted my random availability on soft.

Tuesday, few hours ago. LOL. First time officially working at Japrintz.. And the first thing I do there ? Type a list of information that goes on from 11am till 3pm. I was shag half-dead. And yes, I got school after work. Thankfully, personnel management module is not that hard. But maybe it has not began yet. HAHA, God help me.

Oh my god. I am so so so addicted to fairy tail. Nothing can help me anymore.. The moment I reached office, turn on my laptop, OneManga.com. The moment I reach home, OneManga.com. I wonder what magic Hiro Mashima put into the manga, it got me totally mesmerized.

Elson came to find me during work around 12pm. He told me that he actually stead with that girl whose parent migrated to swiss.. It shot a hole in my heart. Totally remind me of Pinky again. But anyway, I can't held but to think of the song "About A Girl" by The Acadamy Is...

(On top is a picture of Natsu X Lucy. Sorry I'm just obsess.)

It is finally over

Yes ah, exam and assignments is finally over ! HAHA ! But next week.. sian.

Went to collect my accounting's printout from JinLin, thank you so much ! Arigato gozaimas. Oh well, the accounting was certainly easy but puzzling as well. But I think i will fail if othman didn't send me his samples.. -_-"

Went to food republic to eat and study. By myself. This is actually kind of weird you know.. Usually I'll say "went to food republic with blah blah blah to eat and study" but this time is myself. Oh well, SOMEONE pang seh me to study ITE anyway, what to do ? lol.

The exam was ridiculously a mixture of easy and hard. It is easy when it ask "what is strategic planning". But it breaks me when the next line wrote "explain it within 200 words". Argh. Manage to complete the whole paper 5 minute before my 3 HOUR exam. Mind you, it is a paper with 7 question with each question writing about 500 words.

After exam went to find them. But apparently I reached woodlands too early. So I went to take a little memory lane walk. of course, the 845 memory lane walk. Let a few tears out. Asked if yang wanted to come out too, and apparently he did. But he seems to have some unspoken troubles.

Later on, we all went to YiMin house to play mahjong's. Nothing interesting actually.. Went home after that. I can't stop reading up on Fairy Tail fan fiction ! I'm so obsess with Natsu X Lucy stories ! Damn it. I swear this is even better than the twilight craps, seriously. Need to sleep now, they're flying kites tomorrow.

Is this the end ?

Sorry no, I'm not dying yet, for those who wish me to die. LOL.

Wanted to meet Sora today but anyway, they couldn't make it. Tomorrow should be meeting them at RP, and oh well, I hope everything goes well with the audition for the band. Oh ya, today I just managed to differentiate Distortion and Overdrive tone differences and meaning. That took me long ! Just like how long it took to learn backjack. LOL.

I had a breakthrough with my guitar skill, today. Yes. I'm learning to play by ear.. Means, no more tabs reliance !! And oh ya, I came up with a new multi-efx patch ! Its awesome. Totally different from my previous guitar tone.. I'm such a genius, don't you guys agree ? HAHAHA. Just kidding (:

Went to Japrint and yes, saw Andre on the way and he was like saying "Ben, I'm trying out Elson. If he cannot make it, you'll take over Elson's position." Yes, that was what he told me. So I agree. Not wholeheartedly. Even if I take over, I'm very sure, within a month or two, I'm out of the company. If he wanted a sales executive that bad, why not fork out more money for a professional one with a MBA or what ? Stingy and business myopia.

Heard pinky is working at 768's mac. HAHA ! I would have never imagine a used-to-be rich princess of Chang's family is working, totally. But oh well, that shows people DO grow up. Maybe I'll drop by one of these day and tease her ? Never mind.

Time to work on my accounting assignment. Left with Income Statement and balance sheet. YAY ! And Exam is coming. I've not study any of them yet. DIE.

10 year has passed, huh ?

Sorry, I know the title was lame. But anyway, this is after so long before I blog again.. I've been so busy studying (sorry ?).. I meant, playing. But anyway, my workload is starting to become more less.. But so much has happened.. I don't even know how long it will take to finish blogging.

First and foremost, I have given up half of my hope on Last outcast. Or whatever they want to call the band as.. I've been playing guitar for 2.5 year, to be exact, yet I have not gig or any achievement once. I am so depressed. Well, found 2 new band.. Going for their "audition", which totally reminds me of that time when I went for Paranoid Vision's. But anyway, one of the band, they're all from RP ! and stay at woodland. Nice.

Second, I went to tried for the Sales Executive job at JAPrintz where Leon is working at. Yes, Andre is ridiculous. Me and Elson went for the interview, and I can't believe he choose Elson. I'm not trying to be competitive, it is okay that I lose out. There is ton of job out there. But what's with the remark that I look as though I couldn't take hardship ? Fuck him. So you call someone who can't even motivate himself to study through ITE able to take large hardship ? Fuck it. So you call someone who has only a employment history of 3 able to take hardship ? Hmph, you're such a fool, Andre. No one knows how much hardship I went through, fuckers.

Third, I feel so blessed to meet someone like Othman, who is my classmate from my diploma class. We held each other out and exchange wisdom (nothing is better than wisdom from our elders, yeah ?). Oh ya, he drives me back home just now. Haha ! Looks like my diploma course won't be that gloomy anymore it seems.

Fourth, I am so addicted to fairy tail. Yes its an anime. But in anyway, I haven't feel that kind of "feeling" in so long.. Its like sort of a passion. Or rather, how I describe is fantasy. Recently, I've become so good in fantasy-ing. I wondered. But anyway, if only I could create my own world of fantasy.

Fifth, I haven't complete my accounting assignment. GOT TO GO !

You'll only be an memory to me. It's times for me to move on.