Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Scare | Fear | Death

haiz...all have been confirm le....asked _ _ _ _ _ _ why he want to do this and that...and i realise all...is...He want to beat me...becuz i lie too much...fact is i never lie...but what can i do since he dun wanna believe....one thing i can do....to save this disater from happening...=)...i have...

Gave him 10 free hit....well i will let him beat me 10 time during recess...then thats all....the ending of our friendship =)...i think...the scariest ship i ever boarded...is this ship...its even scarier than how poseidon ship overturned...hahaha....

right now i really wished someone would tell me what to do..coz i'm at a dilema and i'm really scare..scare what would happen tomorrow..i don't want anyone to know about this...i just want it to be just two of us..neither do i wanna lose anyone haiz...but this just have to happen la..so sad..

i have expected all the thing to happen..including crying =D....but sylvester told me something..which i really take it to heart.."You want to cry...never ever cry infront of your friend...Want to cry cry somewhere no people can find u"...this really make a great weight on my mind..but aiya enough of crying le...

today morning wanna go pee pee very very cold sia..keep sneezing lor...especialyl the new stand fan my dad bought ytd de...so darm cold....wahaha...but i hate it when its afternoon la..but afternoon also quite cold....wahah...i also dunno whether tml i can go home safely tml anot...coz the feeling is just like wanted to go suicide like tht...everything i'm doing and seeing is not smoothly lor....i'm so unlucky...haiz...i used to think that _ _ _ _ _ _ is someone who is reliable and loyalty de...but now...i dun think so le....currently...the only one who i know...been always true and good to me de..is..LEON!!! lol..i wanna bow down to him liao aha...

but it seems that i try to call him cant reach him leh...haiz so sad...so never mind ba...keep waiting for the new post and see what happen to me...must be a happy affair for most people =)

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