Humbleness

What is this all Humbleness thing we're all talking about ?

It was during Heroes Camp when I've realize about this..

If some people know, I'm a very proud person. Thats really direct xD..But one of the issue I'm having in my spiritual life is also, Pride. And pride kills me indirectly sometimes, and it even cause people to leave church, maybe. But again, what is Humbleness all about ?

During Heroes camp, at the last night or 2nd last night, Sharlene was introducing Sister PP to us. Those who were there will know. One particular pharse i know is Sharlene annouce or say something that Sister PP is going to be a Pastor soon, thats really something big eh.

Thing is, i remember becoming a shepherd and i thought that was the most best thing ever but practically talking in worldy terms, you're like a cleaner, the lowest position. But church is not about position.

Talking logically, i'll be proud if someone mentions that i'm going to be a pastor, especially to a crowd. Thats me :). But apparently, Sister PP was otherwise. What I really sense out of her is humbleness !

Observing other leaders, they're all humble. (those successful leader btw)... That goes for Pastor Jeff and Pastor Shirls ! And even more, humble in the presence of God. How to know that ? Read their blog and you guys would know ! :P

Today's learning - Humbleness.

In the world, a leader = top of the rest = The tip of a triangle = People must serve you.
In the church, a leader = below the rest = an reverse/upsidedown trianble = You serve people.