Tuesday, April 13, 2010

You should look below, not here

Another one of my lame title.. HAHA !

I've been blogging so often nowadays.. Can't believe I actually made the commitment to blog ! But I wondered who is reading my blog nowadays anyway.. 1 more hour to work and there is still school to come..zzz

Nope, she didn't reply my sms. Sian man.. Anyway, I hope that bloody bus driver receive my 60 cent instead of asking for 90 cent, bloody suckers. Off to shower~

I can't find a title for this post !

Yes, I know the title is lame. Anyway, I'm back from work and it was fun ! I'll explain why later.

Reached there sharp on 8.30.. Muahaha.. Derek (Director of Symarom) asked me to concoct a Lemon formula.. Well, he gave me a formula based on his assumption.. And guess what ? I experiment around with it and I created a new lemon flavoring that was damn close to the main standard lemon flavor from other company ! He is going to send the sample of what I made to a Taiwan company.. Haha ! I'll show you the picture :DYup. That is the lemon sample I made !

Finally me and Johnny our ice broke. Talked about how Derek who used to be his Ex-colleague in a tobacco company became his superior now and how Derek sucks as a director. I must agree, the system really sucks here.. Especially when it comes to the point of 1 man do 3 man job which other MNC companies doesn't do that..

Oh yes, I also made some milk emulsion stuff !
After work, it was raining like mad.. And Johnny was so nice to send me home with his car ! Went to Yi Min house after that.. But I totally slack down there and talked nothing.. I'm tooooo tired ! Tomorrow's the 1st day of the official course for the 1st module.. Oh man. I hope I survive it !

And this stupid facebook, I want to upload the workout pictures !

Monday, April 12, 2010

Total Sian-ness

Just woke up and 1 more hour and I'm back to WORK !! OMG.

Alright. Its fucking irritating when my mom keep harping how smelly I am, my bag are, my shoe is and blah blah.. EVER SINCE FRIDAY. WTF. She doesn't even think about me working RIGHT at the place where the smell is.. I swear tomorrow if she doesn't stop I'm going to make a fucking big hoo haa about it.

And yes, she is so fucking smart to suggest asking me go to sembawang station and she'll "bath" me there so that I can go to my class with no smell. I got my own idea that is even more convenient and faster and she just INSIST. Aiya bloody hell.

I think I want to quit the work man. Anyway, I pretty much heard they're like hiring perm stuff and its like so long and nobody wants.. Confirm because of the smell thing and confirmed.. the pay.. is bloody low. Or maybe I'm attached to an agency that's why ?

Anyway, she is just bloody irritating these day. Last 2 week we talk about her being stubborn and such and she say she'll change. So fast she forgotten. I'm so gonna nail her tomorrow.

Problems boiling in

Jamming was today. But appearently it wasn't really very good. As I expected since 2 month ago.

From my experience of being in SO many band (wtf).. I expected problem to come up.. REAL problem actually.. And now it has come.. I really don't know man. Everything is quite complicated.. Can see alphonse is stress. Its kind of hard to explain.. Maybe I should do an evaluation..

Few more hour and I'm back to Symarom and oh well.. The smell again. I really don't know how I'm going to go school after work.. The smell is bloody nasty. Especially when it sticks on to my clothes, hair and bag.. Oh man. Probably will bring bro's cologne together with my deodorant and spray it like mad.

Alright I just submitted my assignment today. I hope everything goes well and I really expect 40/50 at least.. But if it wasn't, I'm not surprise. Its my first time doing assignment anyway. Somemore its like suddenly going from NT environment to an Express environment.. Don't know if I can cope well for the next 10 month.

Was really thinking about those period when I was with Her.. Maybe it was me who was in the wrong.. Probably not understanding her enough and blah blah blah.. Sent her a sms to apologize.. But I don't expect a reply from her anyway..

Thought about lots of thing nowadays.. Like NS, future of the band, what I will work, things to be thankful about.. But talking about thankful, maybe one thing that I'm really thankful is knowing the 42 people.. Probably.

I feel so impatient. When will it be my time to go out and perform ? Well, before I die, there is a few thing I want to do.. HAHA !

-Perform on stage with my guitar. Doesn't matter how many audience..
-Lose my virginity (WTH !!!)
-Have a girlfriend that really loves me

And oh, I just thought of a quote by Isabella Swan from the novel "Twilight"

"Surely it was a good way to die, in the place of someone else, someone I loved. Noble, even. That ought to count for something".

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Stressssssss

No, today laser quest got cancled.

Woke up at 12.30.. Slumber around the house till 1 and realize I haven't eat lunch. Haha ! Omg I'm so dumb. Alright.

Reached causeway at 2.15.. Saw Jiajing "begging people for money"- Ah hems, sorry. I meant, Flag Day. Didn't say Hi to her or whatever. Reminded me so much of Pinky too.. Pinky is not anymore different from JJ anyway, after seeing her true color.

XP put me aeroplane.. We agree to wear skinny but ended among them I'm the only one wearing skinny while they all wear berms. wtf. Reached hometeamNS at 3 and that guy told us it is only available from 7 onwards.. Oh my god.

Decided to go IMM as said yesterday. It was so nostalgic. Remembered that it was that time I work with WJ together, we all play stunt together, when "Last Outcast" (band) first started then and when I fall in love with her too.. Aiya, maybe I'm too sentimental.

After strolling there for 2 hour (wow.) which include me, Joseph, Marcus and Elson going on a competition of staying connected to wireless connection while walking around.. HAHA !

Went to Bukit Batok CSC. My gosh, the facilities there look so good ! Played bowling with them.. It was like one of my worse scoring.. Back then at marina square with WJ, Marc and Zen.. we scored like over 100 ? Jeez.

Came back to causeway around 7 for dinner. Yes, we ate at vertical food court. No pun intended sorry, Mega Food Mall. HAHA ! Those who live at woodlands long enough will know what I'm talking about ! Went to 755 basketball court to play.. Did a few pull up before we all went home.

And now, just finish doing my research on Harley-Davidson. Jeez, I still got like a minor part on Harley & Apple competitive edge and Cartel definition research to do and the deadline is like, 11 april ? Oh man. I'm so stress. Oh wait, TOMORROW IS JAMMING ! SOMETHING TO LOOK FORWARD TOO ! :D

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Busy + Ache

Been so bloody busy and tired.. No time to blog. oh my god. Remember the work I talk about ? No its not tough at all and my superior is very good and patient. BUT. The smell is fucking nasty. Especially those gamma and pyradine .etc kept in the fucking god-knows-how-smelly-is-it fridge. Jeez. I smell like a bloody chemical walking around now.. haha..

These 2 day keep working on my report. Its kind of tough and its my first time. Lucky bro was there to help and amend it.


Went to jog and workout with WJ, Marcus, XP, Leon, SJ, Elson yesterday and today without SJ and Leon. I am so so so tired ! Besides not getting to sit during work. But anyway, I feel so good. Its like one of the period where I couldn't feel physically better than now.. haha.. Yes ! I finally can do 4 consecutive pull-up ! What an achievement..


Tomorrow going laser quest with them all.. And I don't know why we're going IMM for.. Hmm. I feel so nostalgic when I think about IMM.. Thought about that time when I worked unilever together with WJ.. I really feel that, that job is the best job I worked so far. It was so memorable working with WJ ! WTH ! haha !

I just hope 1 week goes by quick enough. I'll take my paycheck and never go back to Symarom again. So bloody stink. But I'll miss johnny (my boss). HAHA. You wanna see how many chemical I'm dealing with ? :D

FYI: That is only 1/8 shelf in the office not including production hall.

Thursday, April 08, 2010

A New Beginning ?

Today is a busy day, totally.

Had Insomnia therefore woke up around 4+am.. Got ready then went to Recruit Express to sign the contract.. I wonder how is the job like tomorrow..hmm.. Hopefully the people there are kind and it ain't such a tough job.

I'll explain why its busy. 10am, reach orchard. 10.30am, went back home.. Play PS3 till 5 then 5.30 go to Somerset. WTF. I went back and forth town twice.. Orientation sucks to be exact.. It had me dozing off..

Oh well, my study group got mix of NS and working adults. And In that whole class of 60+ people, I AM THE YOUNGEST. I am the only one who need parent to sign the Student-PEI contract. omg.. That means everyone is over 18 year old.

Came home and had 2 hour of discussion with bro over my report. Didn't realise I had made so many error and irrelevant stuff.. Oh well, first-time.

Saw someone comment on facebook writing "Ya lor. Guys only made empty promises". Wish I could comment. This is like so hypocritic as though female are perfect creature who don't lie, don't lust, DON'T MAKE EMPTY PROMISES. Fuck. Damn it. If female were really that good, there wouldn't be gay in this world. That is such a vague and immature comment.

On to my next plan.. I need to touch up on my report. Sheesh.

Wednesday, April 07, 2010

Insomnia

Couldn't slept the whole fucking night. Had so much going through my mind.. Hmm..

I bet later is going to be one hell of endurance day for me.. Especially when I have to run between town and home like 2 or 3 time ?! WTF. I certainly need my headphone more than ever. Haha !

Kind of frustrated. Thought about what will happen 3 more year later. Like after NS ? Or maybe what I will do during NS..

Don't even know if I will survive NS.. haha, wth.. I'll probably just claim that I have hearing loss because I really do and say im semi color blind to escape the inhuman training. SG sucks. Even if malaysia come bombing us down, our this 4.5 million people can't do shit. Maybe our Apache does.

Next, if the president was here, he will tell me, "That is why all the more we need to have NS".. Yeah, whatever the president says. Cause you're not the one who do NS mah. LOL. Awright, I'm crapping again.

I actually thought about changing my identity. Like, a new name and new look ? Then after that, maybe I'll go back and find her and disguise as though I didn't met her before.. Haha.. I'm so imaginative. Probably when I'm 20 or 21.

Anyway, I'm so so so reminded of the song from Mayday Parade

We were just kids in love
the summer was full of mistake we couldn't learn from !
the first kiss stole the breath from my lips
why did the last one tear us apart ?

Gah, I don't know what to do now. I'm so bored. Awright, smoke time !

Tuesday, April 06, 2010

Shag

Today is one hell of shag-ness..

Met XP, Wen Jun, Marcus and Leon for pool.. I realize my skill is like becoming so lousy.. But oh well, after playing a few round, it came back and I start to own HAHA.. I don't wanna team with XP again.. omg..

They all planned to go jogging and workout.. So I tag along since I had nothing to do.. And I'm in for some REAL WORKOUT. wtf.

Haven't jog for really really long that now its killing me.. We did push up, sit up blah blah blah blah and so many rep and set.. I guess tomorrow when I wake up its gonna really hurt with all that lactic acid there.. haha.. No, this is not rocket science. Study anatomy and you'll know.

Marcus brought Aino. YAY ! Now I got another Aino friend ! :D:D:D. Okay Lol. Walked home from circle green, it was crazy. The shoe kept scratching the back of my feet skin.. It hurts like mad. Was hoping to see Her on the way home. Didn't had any result..

Tomorrow going down to Recruit Express to sign contract. I accepted a job where I have to pack Food+Chemical which to my knowledge, the smell is quite inhumane. But well, my bank is broke, what to do ? Orientation happened to be tomorrow too. Oh well.