Insomnia

Couldn't slept the whole fucking night. Had so much going through my mind.. Hmm..

I bet later is going to be one hell of endurance day for me.. Especially when I have to run between town and home like 2 or 3 time ?! WTF. I certainly need my headphone more than ever. Haha !

Kind of frustrated. Thought about what will happen 3 more year later. Like after NS ? Or maybe what I will do during NS..

Don't even know if I will survive NS.. haha, wth.. I'll probably just claim that I have hearing loss because I really do and say im semi color blind to escape the inhuman training. SG sucks. Even if malaysia come bombing us down, our this 4.5 million people can't do shit. Maybe our Apache does.

Next, if the president was here, he will tell me, "That is why all the more we need to have NS".. Yeah, whatever the president says. Cause you're not the one who do NS mah. LOL. Awright, I'm crapping again.

I actually thought about changing my identity. Like, a new name and new look ? Then after that, maybe I'll go back and find her and disguise as though I didn't met her before.. Haha.. I'm so imaginative. Probably when I'm 20 or 21.

Anyway, I'm so so so reminded of the song from Mayday Parade

We were just kids in love
the summer was full of mistake we couldn't learn from !
the first kiss stole the breath from my lips
why did the last one tear us apart ?

Gah, I don't know what to do now. I'm so bored. Awright, smoke time !